Continuing

Nothing has changed, Sundays, Mondays, quite boring. I woke up at 6, 8, 9, 11, and 12today thanks to my girlfriend's texts =) If only my phone wasn't broken and it still vibrated..I brushed up on some SAT Vocabulary and then just played Saints Row 2. Finally finished a good chunk of the game, hopefully I'll finish it soon since it's a rented game. I got my haircut, smoooooth, and then my Infrared Air Max 90s, Hunters, and Mocha IIIs came in! Big ass boxes. HAHA, I cleaned the shoe box area of my closet today also, slowly that closet will be clean again.

Infrared AM 90s

Hunters


Mocha IIIs

This Christmas,

This year's Christmas was more of a giving rather than receiving for me. This year, I gave a lot more than I received, and I'm perfectly fine with that. Joyful smiles that I see are good enough. I woke up with Babe calling, stayed in bed and texted her until my brother Dat came in and told me to get dressed. I washed up and headed downstairs, my mom saw me and was like "Hey Chris, I saw Molly's gift, where's mine? What happened to going everywhere and thinking about me?!" After that guilt trip, I had to run up stairs and tell Dat. The only reason why we didn't give them their gifts yet was because it wasn't wrapped =X I said fugg it, we put them in their appropriate gift boxes, tagged them, and then ran downstairs. It was cool, my mom then said "I was expecting kisses from each of you, not a gift.." Haha, I played Saints Row 2 most of the time, then relatives arrived, one by one. Dat and I left to Blockbuster for a quick minute to exchange some movies. They work on Christmas! Got home, more relatives arrived, then everyone began eating. After I ate, I just went around taking pictures. Went into the living room to take pictures of the kids, some of the adults were watching and so I thought, hey let's take a family picture. So I rounded up everyone, took about 15 minutes for everyone to get situated. It was nice, then everyone took individual/couple pictures. Christmas was cool.








Christmas Eve
BABY CAME TO VISIT! Last minute, unexpected but it was cute. She brought me two gift boxes, I told her I didn't get her anything but of course I did =) Thanks for the Bracelet, Flannel, and Jacket Babe. <3

Catapyab

I got this off of Vien Vu's blog. It just made me think about it more and more as I read down each passage. Hope you don't mind Vien.

"Most men say they have fewer than five friends, but in reality, many people influence our lives," says Geoffrey Greif, D.S.W., a a University of Maryland professor of social work and author of Buddy System: Understanding Male Friendships. Use Grief's four categories to round out your pal portfolio.

Just Friends

Characteristics: Cordial, yet superficial. You play basketball or you work with these guys.

Benefit: They're action-based not emotion-based, so they keep you active and involved and provide an important social outlet.

Rust Friends

Characteristics: Old pals from years past. "They tend to bring out your former self, for better or worse," says Greif.

Benefit: They can reinvigorate your life and make you feel young again. But if you didn't like yourself back in the day, reliving your less-than-glory days won't make you happy now," says Greif.

Trust Friends

Characteristics: You have no problem discussing personal matters with them, but they're not the friends you would call in an emergency.

Benefits: You have the emotional benefits of close friendship, but not the vulnerability. There's room to grow with these guys. "The more time you spend together, the closer you'll become," says Greif.

Must Friends

Characteristics: Your go-to-guys. "Must friends are the ones you call in an emergency," says Greif. "Most men can count their 'must friends' in one hand."

Benefit: "They provide support in hard times, so it's important to keep the relationships strong," says Greif.


Managed to get some errands done today with Kevin Catap and Mark Cayabyab. Went over there around 2, chilled for a bit, waited for Kevin and then headed to the bus stop. Didn't have change so we walked to Nob Hill, bought some chips and then headed towards the bust stop. We got on, took 66 to the Milpitas Post Office on Abel and got our business handled. After, we dined at Taco Bell, it got pretty dark, told ghost stories, got spooked out! Walked to back to the bus stop, and then walked to Mark's after meeting up with Francis. It was cool, nice day chilling with them.







*I miss you, I need to spend time with you, I know it might not happen for awhile, but soon, please, Babylove.

Cute? Ugly? Cugly?! I miss you.

Frydai

They say pictures say a thousand words, I got just about that many pictures for you.
Jack in the box during assembly with Anthony, Jeremie, and Thomas, it was cool. WSUP JUAN EDQUIBAN!









Hung out with Baby for the first time this week. It was reaal nice.
The best way to end the day, with my one and only;





wowie.

Fenally

Hung picked me up after school 10-15 minutes before the bell rung. And then we drove to Fremont. After a deposit of $28.00, and about a total of an hour at the DMV, 30 waiting, 30 to take the test, I officially have my permit. It's Wednesday and I dress up on Wednesdays, and the lady asked me "Did you wear all this nice clothing just to take the test?" haha, I said nodded she was so shocked and I said just kidding, hahaha. Txted Beb, went to Hung, told him I passed, went to Chinese Buffet, luckily we made it right before they were changing to dinner time. I wasn't tryna pay $12.99 per person. Came home, Mom told Hung and I that Molly wasn't home yet, but after eating so much, Hung got food coma and went to sleep. Molly called me saying she was done and then I told my Mom that it was time to go pick her up. She was so scared in the passenger seat, it was funny. Picked up Molly, then went to Nob Hill, saw some people, said wsup. Drove home, brought in the trash and now I'm home. Luckily I finished all my homework, I'm really not tryna do anything, kinda lazy now. I'm satisfied, day started crappy, ended nicely.

Time well spent

Today, is our 8 months. I know, Wow. Both of our longest. She's amazing. I woke up around 10, Babe called, I proposed the idea of hanging out today. I had to go to Lucky first, Mom bought some stuff, we went to the Recycling Center, recycled 5 bags of bottles, got $12.54 -___-. Mom went to Oceans, bought some stuff, it smelled in there. We then went home, ran upstairs, helped Baby make her Winter Grams. We just enjoyed eachother's company and spent time after. It was really nice. We did some homework..kinda. Went downstairs, played multiple games on the 360. I've learned something new today, my girlfriend is quite supreme in video games. Dead or Alive 4, Burnout: Revenge, Ridge Racer 6...I don't like it one bit =T Babe left around 7:15-30ish. It's nice, we don't really get to spend our Monthaversaries together, but it's nice, that our 8th month was on a Saturday. I love you babe.

I'm glad, we've made it through everything. We've stuck with eachother at our worst, so we deserve to see eachother at our best. I wouldn't want to have it any other way. Just with you. My one&only. Still. Always. MarielAshleyRoseEscalaSoriano. I love you. No words, just a feeling. Heart-warming, From mine to yours. Album, Notebook, Locker, the little things. I'm glad, thankful everday, that I'm with you.

Inspired by ekhoality

After reading Khoa's blog, I have been motivated to do this also.

1)My name is Chris Ngo.
2)I have a Vietnamese middle name.
3)I live a Vietnamese lifestyle.
4)I am the 3rd youngest of 4.
5)I have 2 older brothers and 1 younger sister.
6)I am a Junior in High School.
7)I am Vietnamese, but frequently mistaken as Filipino.
8)I eat a lot.
9)I have a thing for shoes.
10)I have, but don't use Facebook.
11)I have a girlfriend, to whom I'm committed to.
12)I like the color gray.
13)I used to play the piano, and violin.
14)I currently play backyard basketball and tennis.
15)I am not licensed. =(
16)I don't depend on my parents for money.
17)I have a mustache.
18)I wear hats the first week of a new haircut.
19)I like the sound of chain nets swishing.
20)I take night time showers.
21)My tooth brush is purple.
22)I listen to different kinds, but mainly R&B music.
23)I dislike going to the mall to just "chill".
24)I was born and raised in San Jose.
25)I attended Milpitas High since Freshman, but didn't move there until Sophomore Year.
26)I still keep in touch with my close childhood friends.
27)I go to sleep with the sound of music and babylove on the phone.
28)I believe if you want something, then you must stick with, and fight for it.
29)I dislike people who try to be funny or cool by doing rude things.
30)I hate people who disrespect females.
31)I went to Laneview Elementary and Morrill Middle School.
32)I stand 5'9".
33)I tend to find pencils and other stationary utensils on the ground.
34)Fighting is my last resort.
35)B4L.
36)I like chillaxing at parks or other nice places.
37)I prefer cold > extremely hot days.
38)I'm in love.
39)When I go to Nob Hill, I order 2 pieces of Chicken Strips, 1/2 a lb. of Potato Wedges with BBQ and Ranch.
40)I don't settle for just one free sample at Costco.
41)Spicy and Sour food make me sweat.
42)I sweat easily.
43)I was in Choir in Middle School.
44)I like eating crab and lobster, but I hate getting my hands dirty.
45)I like burgers.
46)I drink 1 gallon jugs of water.
47)I have a fort of water bottles in my room.
48)I dress "nicely" on Wednesdays.
49)I<3MarielAshleySoriano.
50)I walk into doors and walls in the dark...

That's all I have for now...I can't do this anymore!

Adorable

Bangless, tied up hair. I swear, she looked so cute today. No joke. MAN! Handled business, like a boss. I'm proud. That's MY baby.

I was honest, she couldn't take it and backfired at me...

Babes (8:32:29 PM): but you know it's your irregular face in which i love!

It's been hella cold lately. Thomas and Matt stopped by to drop off some shoes. Tired. Walked home for the third day this week. Mom loves mall nowadays.




I'm content, even if I'm seeing her for just an hour, or even less.
I'd pick 10 minutes > a day, anyday. Hands down.

Giggity

School was okay. I woke up late, again. Good job Tofu, but I know you can do better bro. The girlfriend wasn't at school today, well she didn't come to school until 5th period. My phone, yet again, acted up and my battery was drained. I hung out with her for a bit after school and then walked home. Luckily this time I had my iPOD to listen to, made it less boring. Got home, I hate how it gets hella dark hella early nowadays. That's my day, nothing too out of the ordinary.

"I've learned not to expect anything, if it happens, it happens"

Ninja game, locked in. I've been on the ground...twice.

Whoops

Thanksgiving, was two days ago didn't do much, family came over, went around with Dat got some games and all that junk. Chilled with family, and the fun started around 12? Black Friday. It wasn't so great, long as lines from the Freeway to each exit, and there wasn't even much to get -____-. Long lines in the stores, there were even long lines where Wretzel Pretzel was, zamn man. I didn't get to the mall until lke 1:20 or something, hella gay. Met up with Boss, she wasn't having too nice of a day, hella people, rude, stuffy, no room, so we just left and went to chill at Cataldi, and Townsend. I dropped her off and then got a called Jonathan if they still needed a ride, felt bad so I went back picked up Jesse, Jonathan, Huy, and Anthony, dropped them off and then rushed home.

Yesterday, Khoa and Michael came over, we went to Great Mall, I picked up a new basketball and a chain net! I love the sound of the chains swishing maaaan. We went to Barcode after, chilled got some drinks then headed home to play some 21. I, again, won but this time it was 2/3 games. Got into bed around 10, and Beb didn't come home until 12ish, she went shopping at San Franchesco. Mark Cayabyab told me about his Black Friday trip, haha hope you get some massive amounts of rest dude. Black Friday wasn't as great, just totally overrated.

That was loud and stupid

Had a rather productive day today. Woke up early, went with my dad to the old house and did some productive work. Went home around 2-ish, Pie Cwust called, talked to her for a quick minute or 45. She bounced, then Khoa and Michael called, chilled with them, went to The Cheese-Steak shop. Chilled there for a bit, then went to Frozos. They had Hawaiian Delight! YEEEEE. Then went home, played an intense game of 21. I won all three, with my deadly jumpers :D. Michael was the lay-up fiend, and Khoa was the flashy all around player. We then went to Adobe Park to chill, and Michael shot the "Blue Thunder" which was mistaken to be a Roman Candle, shit was loud as craaazy. Walked back Khoa was all like, "Wtf, that wasn't a Roman Candle, that shit was Loud and Stupid." hahaha, it obviously wasn't, sounded like a gun =X. It was a nice day. I smell though. Eh, I'll shower next year =).

I found some pictures of when Tofu, Jesse, Jonathan, Andrew, Michael, Albert and his homies went to Jack in the Box. Butt load of 2 for $0.99 tacos!


Chyeeeuhhh Man




Some randoms.



^Trouble Maker.

Solid Foundation

Chilled with Mark Cayabyab, haven't kicked it with the guy for awhile. Walked to his house afterschool, pretty nice man, then walked back to school, went to the Hip Hop Club workshop for a bit, then walked back to the spot. Chilled then went to chill with the boss. It was crazy cold, =\


Maybe we've been brought down to see if we're able to rebuild ourselves again. We're gonna try, but this time, we're gonna do it right. Ground rules are gonna need to be set. Compromises, pet peeves will be established. No more making the same mistake twice. We'll do the same, but better, because now we know. But we're not gonna hop back to our original state right away, we're slowly, going to take one step at a time. This is my last endeavor. Not easily released, not for me. At least we're gonna know wsup though. Slowly, one step at a time.

Ngo

If you're wondering whether or not it's okay, ask yourself. Would you be okay with it if he/she did that? or felt that way? If no, then don't do it. Treat him/her the way you'd wanna be treated. Haha, something like that.

Words of Wisdom

It's not what you say that defines you, it's the things you do.

Interpret that, people can say a whole bunch of shit, people can say this, people can say that, but in the end it's your actions that defines who you are. You can say the nicest things in the world, but the things you do are what people remember. So instead of saying shit, think about what you're doing.

I know, we're not at the highest point, where both of us are happy, but I still don't understand how it's so easy for you just to give up and let go. That's why I wrote what I did in the notebook. But thanks, last night, for "calling it a night" unlike me, I probably would've made things worse.. I'm sure I didn't want to go through another fight again, sorry for the way I say things.


"we're fighting this war when both of us are losing -- we're falling to this place where you ain't backin' down, and I ain't backin' down, so what the hell do we do now -- but we won't let it go for nothing, nothing, nothing, to a love like what we got oh baby,"

Mindset

I guess after going to Usana, I've realized some things. Well, quite a lot if you ask me. I'm just beginning to see things more differently now. The vibe you portray affects the people who you are surrounded by. So, if you act that way, things will come to you that way. If you want it for good reasons, it will come to you in a good way, but if you act sour and rotten towards it, it will come back to you that way. In life, you can have whatever you want, all you gotta do is try, pursue it, just want it, but dedicate yourself to it, don't give up. You only give up when you no longer have any hope or faith. I can relate what I've realized to almost everything. How I act, towards my family, my friends, my girlfriend. Maybe if I didn't sound like I didn't wanna be there when I really did, people wouldn't get that impression. Now I know what you mean when you say that I act different, or that I make you frustrate because of the way I sound. That's why, I'm learning to appreciate what I have, rather than caring so much about what I don't, rather than pointing out the things that look bad or seem to be bad, why not appreciate the things that look good, or the things that you have that others don't. Things don't come easy, if you want to keep it bad enough, you'll fight for it, no matter how many times a problem comes your way. I'll still fight, best believe that, I won't give it up. Don't let all the problems, and drama drown your vision, don't let it stop you from seeing through it. I look passed everything, I look pass the problems, frustration, uncertainty, and all those doubts, and see what is truly wonderful. Us at our best. If I can't take you at your worst, I don't deserve to see you at your best. And it's the same with you. You don't appreciate something until it's gone. And that's why I give myself time, everyday to appreciate and think about the things I have. If you don't appreciate it, you won't have it anymore. I'll bring down my selfish pride, put aside my ego, I'll listen and change for the better. Yeah, it's random. I've been thinking about it though, maybe if I'm more positive about things, we wouldn't be in so many fights, and everything would be so much better. Realize it. I did.

This is my first weekend without her, she's at camp. And I miss her already...don't tell her I said that though.

Screw^

I know, I always mess up. I need to learn from it. But I've realized, that both you and I mean too much to eachother, I know, the things I tend to say are hard to believe, and you think that I just say it because that's what I feel at the time. But I'm not the type of guy who would say something to life your spirits only for that time. I've told you that I'll hold on, I've told you that I'm not letting you go, not letting us go. And I haven't done so, not only because I've told you I wasn't going to, but because I refuse to. I understand that we have problems, and we fight, but the ever will I result in us splitting. US is what I go by. US is what I go for. US is my motivation, US makes me happy. You make me happy, and I'm sorry if I ever take you for granted. I know at any given moment, if you wanted to leave you would've. Our relationship is no obligation, that's been understood already. We're here because we both want to. It's never because we feel we have to. And yknow, I'm sorry if I call you babe, or baby, at the wrong times, but yknow. Through thick and thin, ups and downs, no matter what...you still and always will be my baby. That's why I say it, just because we're on bad terms, it doesn't mean you're not anymore. That's my mindset. We've been through a lot, I wouldn't lie to myself, and I wouldn't lie about how I feel to you. I just need to be more open when it comes to things that bother me. I just need to learn to do that. I just need to. You told me that you didn't want me to let go, and I don't want you to either. I still believe that. trUSt.


Cherish these things. Don't take them for granted. Appreciate it. I don't want to realize this only when bad things happen, we should always realize this.

Learned to Appreciate

Yesterday was IHS' Homecoming. It was alright, went with the girlfriend, Brian and Rose, and Phong. Mariel came over after I showered and found my dress shirt, we chilled for a bit, and then Brian came by with Phong. We then went to Rose's house to give her dress to her and all that. After, we switched cars and then headed to McDonalds because they were hungry. After that we took off to Inde, we were just standing outside, getting ready to go in, and then all of the sudden I felt something drop on my head, and right before my eyes it started pouring hella bad, we all just ran into the car and sat there. After, we took off and went in line, we cutted =X got our stamps and all that and then headed inside. I saw Mino/Amy, Sarah, Jessica, Jenniphher, Eidref, Leo, Annie, Brian, Klein, Tommy, BigHead, Madingding, Chris Soriano and Thomas and some other heads. It was cool, at first no one danced, and like after half an hour or so there was like a mob of people dancing so we joined. It was alright. We then met up, it was pretty cold, headed to Rose's house again, she changed, switched cars, and then headed to Rose's restaurant to drop off the car, and then headed to Denny's. Babe and I shared a Western Burger w/
Seasoned Fries, and a side of Onion Rings. They gip you on Onion Rings, gave us hella little. Brian and Rose got like Meat Lovers breakfast, looked pretty crazy. We just chilled, Phong bounced, and then yeah. We were just playing with camera's, because Brian and Rose picked up an XSI, hella nice, the LCD screen is hella big compared to my XT's. It was cool, we then dropped off babe, then headed to drop me off. Thanks again guys. It was nice chillin with them again after so long, but those nigs have been busy with work.

Today, I woke up around 12, went downstairs and like always, no one was home, I played GTA IV, babe called, talked to her, Mom, Molly, and Kym came home, brought in stuff from the car, then went back up to bed. Laid in there, talked to babe, went downstairs for dinner around 5-6, then went to Mervyns, didn't get home until 8ish, got home, showered, and now I'm here. We have school tomorrow, and then no school Tuesday -____-, they should just give us Monday off too.


The Married Couple!

& This is MY Pie Crust=).


I'm hella not white.


"Can I get a smawwshing?" HAHAHA

Everything and more

Guess what? Today is our 7 Months. We've made it this far. I'm proud, I refuse to let it go. I woke up early today, school was alright, in third I gave Babe an album, an incomplete one, that is needed to be finished. I put pictures of us in it, and an untied bracelet that was made of both of the colors from our old one. Fourth was cool, Lunch was alright, Babe showed me the dress that she was wearing to Inde's Homecoming Saturday, it looks nice. Fifth we had a test, and then I spent the rest of the period writing in our Notebook. Sixth was alright, it was lay back like usual. After school, chilled for about an hour waiting for Baby to finish her meeting. Brian, and Jenniphher called. Thanks for the help guys, I'm glad to know that they're there when I need help, I got you guys too. But after I ended up walking around, she called around 4:14 or so, we met up, walked to Pomeroy and just chilled. At least we got to spend an hour together. She wanted to head home, so we walked there, dropped her off then I went to Nob Hill and just waited for my mom.


Dear Babylove,
Today is our 7 Months, and I'd just like to say how thankful I am that we've made it this far, how thankful I am that we've fought and never given up on what we wanted and have believed in, how thankful I am that I have you, and how thankful I am that I didn't let go even when everything seemed to be at it's worst. Through ups and downs, thick and thin, worst and best times, I know I'll be fine, as long as I got you. Who knew 7 months, that you who was known for not being able to maintain a relationship for longer than 3 months, and me, a guy who didn't seem to be relationship capable, lasted, and went beyond expectations. We pulled through when all hope seemed to be lost, even when one of us was almost sure of not wanting any of this anymore, we pulled through, we held on, and we made it. Baby, we got this. I don't want anyone else, there is no one else for me, but you. My One&Only, My baby,beb,babe,babylove,gorilla,baboon,elephant. It doesn't matter what, as long as you're mine. I don't wanna be alone, I just wanna be with you. 10 minutes > a whole day. Be&Stay with me. You&Me babe. From mines to yours. We've seen eachother at our worst, and we've seen eachother at our best. It's just the beginning babe. I don't have much to say, it's just an incredible feeling. To 7 Months and many, many, many more to come. I love you, Happy 7 Months.
Yours always
Christopher Ngo

Check[ed]

We were finally able to accomplish a long awaited task on our "Things to do" list. I woke up early, well not really, talked to Babe until 9 or so, she left, finished up her homework and I got outta bed. Washed up, cleaned the bathroom, and then went downstairs to play GTA IV. It's pretty interesting, Babe called around 12:50 and told me she was going to get ready, so I was to. I met her up around 1:30 or so and then we went to the bus stop. Bus 66 was seen many times haha, we had a lot of false alarms for incorrect buses. Bus 47 was iffy, we didn't know if it would take us to Great Mall so we didn't trust it. We ended up hopping on Bus 46. Got to the Mall, bought the tickets, and then went to grab some grub. Decided on Pizza at Sbarro. I got the Baked Ziti Combo. It was pretty good, we saw Kevin, Kevin, and Corey. Babe saw some of her friends too. We ate, walked around for a bit, went into Spencers before the movie. I noticed, that everytime we went a mall together, we always went into Spencers, haha. The movie started at 4:10, we made it with enough time to spare. Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist was a nice movie. I was satisfied, got to eat, watch a movie, and be with Babe. After we walked to the Bus Stop, got on, got to Nob Hill around 6:40ish, walked her home and then waited for my mom to pick me up. We went to Walgreens, Babe called, I got home and ate a little bit. Tomorrow's school -___-, BUT it's also OUR 7 Months <3 YAY. Hopefully we'll get to spend some time together.

Rained, one time

It rained like mad today. but I had a pretty nice day. Babe's candy got me all loud in 3rd period. Doing Calligraphy in 2nd, 1st is just laid back, chill. 4th period was easy, 5th was cool, and 6th was usual, deliver and then doing whatever for the rest of the day. Homecoming pictures came in, she said she didn't like ours, I didn't think it was so bad. Lunch was pretty funny, Huy was hella mumbling about how we were going to be sent to Concentration Camps because we were people who didn't play an important role or didn't contribute to Society. I guess people were buzzing about YFC Camp too, and like we were just hella clowning on it. "Are you going to YFC Camp?!" Jonathan, Jesse and Me were all like, YFC? Youth For Concentration Camps?! We told Huy, and everyone hella started screaming hahahaha, hella funny, nothing serious though. Met up with Babe after, went to her locker, then bathroom, L-Building bathrooms are clean :D. She showed me the Homecoming pictures and yee. Afterschool was cool, chilled with the Brothas for a quick second, then met up with Babe. Went to her locker, Nob Hill to grub, and then to school. It started raining, first time being with her during that weather. I've been with her in the blazing heat, during windy days, cloudy, starry nights, but never in the rain. There's a first for everything. She left, then I waited for my mom to pick me up. Saw C-Dawg, just strolling around with her little umbrella, told him to come over because he was tryna go eat. He came over, ate some burritos with chips, and then he wanted to play Rock Band, he turned it on then his brother came. I waited with him outside and then he got picked up, always got you when you need it man. Baby called to check up, made sure I was home, haha tryna be cute, it was nice. I gotta call her in a minute. <3

At my worst & my best

I know it. You know it. How long it has been to just give up. It's not an option for me, nor has it ever crossed my mind. Maybe it's because I just know that we'll get through it, one way or the other. You've become more than just my girlfriend. But my better half. That's why I've been reading our notebook so much lately, that last page you wrote, just made me realize it more. That from day one, it's been you and me. All the corny things I say and do, it's amazing, that I'm not the only one that feels that way, heart-warming, tingly sensation everytime you're next to me. I don't wanna know what it's gonna be like without you. We're a team, and from this, we'll get stronger, we'll pull through, and it's gonna be us. I'm not scared to admit anything, I'll say it, I won't deny my feelings. It's real, I'm in love. Couples have fights, some end in worse ways than others. Some lose hope, some lose sight of everything, but look, we've been through more ups and downs than can be imagined, and look, look at where we are. I'm still sure, never doubted it. She's my everything and more. 040608, MarielAshleySoriano on mines. "Are you happy?" Yes...with you. I have your heart, you have my heart, had it from the start, nothing's gonna tear that apart.

Brothas,man.

Reflection

Well, I made a mistake. Who doesn't, I know what I did, I know what not to do in the future, and here I thought you would've been able to understand. I sat for an hour at that park by your house, same place I was at. Sitting there, just thinking. I don't blame you for being disappointed, I understand it.
Went trick or treating with Molly after, explored the neighborhood, it started to rain so we walked home.

Dad woke me and Hung up, we had to go run some errands. Went to eat, then to the old house. Haven't been there in a long while, it's a lot nicer now. Went to various kitchen supply warehouses to pick up some marble tops. After we went to the Post Office, I had to pick up some stuff. Gloomy days, I enjoyed standing outside though, it was nice.

Sorry for getting you guys involved..

$21 NDS Chrome II's for VNDS Old Loves?

Can't lie

I just wanna be with youuu.


<3(7:44:57 PM): we have something in common?!
<3(7:44:59 PM): :D
<3(7:45:00 PM): lol.

Stuff have happened recently, at least I don't have to hold it in when it comes to something bothering me. I let you know wsup. This week's weather has been odd, Gloomy days in during the AM and once Lunch time comes around the sun comes out. Well, it was like that for awhile, but now it's just straight up sad weather, it rained today. I fell asleep watching Arthur, or Hey Arthur or whatever. I thought it was hella late, like 9 or 10 but I look at the clock and guess what, only 6. Daylight Savings Time. I think I'm going to be dressing casually or business-man like every Wednesday. I want the extra credit points. Tomorrow is Halloween, it's gonna rain though.

The week is almost over, and I have yet to spend one day with you. This feels weird, I guess I'm just used to spending two days out of the week with you, but this time 'round, I get none. I'm looking forward to next Wednesday though. Hopefully what she wants and what I want to get accomplished will be. Morning time, and Movie time.

B4L, my broski.

The Good Things

It's real, I've never been so sure of anything, but I'm sure of this.
"And what we got is solid to hard to break and we've got it's too hard to take gonna tell everyone that you know We Gon' Last."
Notebook, it's cute. Waking you up in 10 minutes babylove. Halloween coming up soon.
You'll be my #1, stick with it no matter what, ups and downs, you'll be mines, and I'll be yours.


Post Office today, shipped some stuff, too lazy to blog, need to finish Chem homework.

B4L.
I'm down, down for my brothas.

Scarwy

Yesterday was pretty chill. I woke up and saw my little cousin Kym chillin with Molly. I just walked around, ate a bagel and drank some juice. I got bored so I played NBA 2K8, babe called after so I talked to her for a bit. I noticed that I still had her Hawaiian skirt thing, from Hawaiian day, so I told her that I was going to "call her back in a few minutes" so I went to drop it off at her house. SURPRISE! Her parents were coming home so I had to split, I said bye from a distance and then headed home. I showered, then noticed that Megan, Katie, and Co Vi were there. They biked from their house by Independence all the way to my house. shooot, Dat came home around 6:15, he changed, took a deuce then dropped me off. Met up with girlfriend and Vivian, then walked to Club Blood to meet up with the rest of the heads; Kevin, Brian, Angelica, Rowena, Michelle. Rhodan came later. I think the first one was the "scariest" we walked around, it was cool, ate Curly Fries and Breadsticks? Nob Hill! I went on Drop Zone or Drop Tower for the first time, shooot not as bad as I thought. Grizzly was cool Survivor was a pretty interesting ride. Delirium, Loggers Run not as great, Mazes were interesting. Finished around Midnight, waited for everyone to get picked up. Babe stayed with me, we talked while waiting for Deangelo. Met up with them, Jennica and Andy were in the car. Went to Quicklys right quick got some drinks and then headed home. Dropped babe off then me. went home, washed up, went to bed and called the boss.

*Thanks De, you're the man. Can't tell you how much I appreciate the favor.






yaaay, that's everyone.

Babylove<3.

Breakthrough

It's nice, how we're able to talk about problems we both have in a different but better way. No shouting, frustration, arguing, urges to just hang up. I like how we handle things. I still don't see splitting as an option. You aren't the only one who's holding onto this. You're not the only one who has realized that we've been through too much to just drop it and leave. You have my heart, and I intend to keep it that way. Straight up, on the real, that's wsup.

* I still cherish every moment spent with you.


I'll Keep, Cherish, Adore, Appreciate, Hold, and Love you, and what we have. Just know that.

Straight up

" You know it's worth it when all you do is try "

Yeah, it's not gonna be easy, it's not gonna be all smiles and laughter all the time, but that's what you gotta fight for. We've made through 6 months of ups and downs. How would it be so easy for me just to let go? How would it be so easy for me slip? Yeah, I'm sorry if and when I make you mad. I don't act the way I do because I'm losing it. Sometimes though, when you say "Sure, I guess, Whatever" it just makes me feel uneasy, I'm comfortable with you enough to let you know straight up. But, if you're trying to throw everything at me, trying to see if I'd really stick to my word when I said that I'm gonna stick with you then go ahead, I'll prove to you, with and next to you, is where I wanna be. It's just sometimes, you act like you don't want it. I told you I don't wanna fight and fuss with you no more, it brings eachother nothing but uneasiness. I still feel the same way I do. Splitting up, is not a factor in my head. Get through it. I'll let you know straight up, if I didn't wanna be here, I wouldn't. "No Obligations" remember?

I'd never say anything that I don't mean. Do you remember that story you told me about your English teacher? 10-11 years? If you really want it, you're gonna fight for it. You gotta have to want it. I'm fighting for it, I've always been fighting for it, because I've always wanted it. It's worth it, you're worth it. Just know that.


Met Molly's boyprend today, he's cool. Ate at Subway's, went to Frozo's and then chilled at the usual park with my girlfriend. I walked home after, then Mom picked me up at Golfland.


Please, I just want it to be you&me. still, like how it always was.

Cope

understandable. doesn't mean we're gonna get married or nothing, we're just staying us, staying strong.

It's because we both want to, it's not a one person thing.

You&Me, still. just want you to know that. <3Babylove.
Be & Stay with. I don't want it any other way. I honestly don't.

slow dance, iSuffocate, sang to eachother.


*Homecoming shoes came in, but guess what? too late -______-
F/S btw, TRUTHbeTOLD. PM!

Right Place, Right Time, Right Person

Homecoming Dance was yesterday and to my surprise it turned out a lot better than I had imagined.

I'm up early because babe left me, =| I'll probably go back to sleep soon, but I'll tell how things went down yesterday.
met a lot of new heads, well not new, but familiar and got better acquainted. PSAT's woke up early, finished early, around 10:30 ish or so. went home, napped for an hour, woke up, ate, played Saints Row again for a bit then baby called. I got ready around 4, showered and all that got ready and chilled for a bit. babe came with Vivian and her parents + grandma =X scary stuff. met up with everyone at Kevin's house. met some new heads. Wsup Andrew (myAIRnikes) Matt (mattland) apparently I met up with the dude before to sell a belt buckle, haha. Raymondo (airRML32) wsup dude. Justin (RiceBowlSole) and Russell (banzon) Oh Kevin Catap too (catap) all ISS heads, hahaha. dance was pretty interesting, I had a nice time with babe. saw Lama Locc, haha he got kicked out, too freaky. chilled, Denny's was nuts, hella heads, almost half of the diner was occupied by people that came from Homecoming. when we finally got our table there weren't enough seats, so I manned up and asked if we could sit in the booths, luckily we were able to, and the bonus was we got to order first. =) babe and I got burgers, Russell got some omelette and Michelle got sandwiches. chilled after, got picked up around 1 and then headed home. called babe as soon as I got into bed and that was my night.

Homecoming; guess what the first slow song was. " Suffocate - J. Holiday " amazing yeah? I didn't think it was at first, but right when it was clear, I hella looked at babe, it was cute. Looked at her the whole time we were slow dancing, singing the words back and forth to eachother. it's more than just a song, it's our song, it's us."6 Months? Damn, well you can't break up with her now, well I wouldn't" exactly what I meant in my previous blogs. it's not an option, breaking up that is. hope I'm not the only one that feels that way.






No-Homo.

*picked these up today, needed some beaterweaters.