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There hasn't been time for anything lately. See eachother hardly, barely talk at school, only time I get to hear her voice is at night. I'm not gonna complain, hopefully the way it's been going is only temporary.

But this week, we had 2 home games so far, Monday was against Mt. View, and Tuesday was against Santa Clara. Finished pretty quickly, 6-0,6-2. Tomorrow we're playing against Fremont, it's an away game, one of our last.


Thanks ChrisTofu, you're the man bro. My bad for the hassle and everything, just wanted to let you know that I appreciate the fact that you helped me out.

Heads On

Busy week, for both the girlfriend and I.

Tomorrow: 3/23 - Homegame VS Mt. View
Tuesday: 3/24 - Homegame VS Santa Clara
Thursday: 3/26 - Awaygame VS Fremont

I'm ready. I wanna make it to CCS this year guys, put Boys Varsity Tennis on the map.


I need an upgrade, XT is doing me no justice...debating about whether or not I should pick up a XSi, Daniel recommended I should, but no money =\.

As of sales, my buddy Tofu's Takashis are pimpin', everyone wants them. Medicoms are going fair, $250 shipped, might consider doing it. Hopefully trade Barfs for Bucks, still need to meet up and trade for another pair Takashis. Gray Toe XIIIs came in, True Reds should be coming in soon too. And holy crud, Damn you Black Bulletproofs, you are taking acabahjillion years. Say bye to Old Loves, Tweeds and Custom Denims soon though. TRUTHbeTOLD. Goal is to have 200+ feedback points, by the end of 2009.

Trojan Olympics is on Friday, the 27th. Oh, boy. It's also Spirit Week.

Friday, Mark, Kevin, Raymond, Jansen, and Matt walked around went to Mark's, chilled. I thought it was a pretty lay-back day, great way to end the week.
Saturday, met up with Mark and Kevin, supposed to go to the Post Office to ship stuff, but it didn't work. Kevin managed to get his jeans tapered though. Hella funny though, those two, hilarious. RockyBalboaXMarkCayabyab, check it out. HAHAHAHAH
I was pretty much home alone all day, I'm always home alone Sundays..tried going to play tennis, it was like a freaking tornado outside, so I walked home. Was alone until bebeque called.

I miss you. I can't deny it, or lie to myself anymore. "Now even though I try to play it off, I'm thinking about you all day long and I can't wait til babylove comes through" Still. It's been hard, haven't spent time for like a month. It's been tough, no doubt, but we gotta get through it. For you, for me, for us.


CABAZILLION ZEARS ZAGO, and I'm still wanting to bewithyou.

Inconsistent

It's been awhile,

A lot of things have been going on. Tennis as of right now, we're 2-1. Doing pretty good as Doubles 1. A lot of things are going on though. Traded Lodens for Medicom 3s. Might just post up everything for sale soon. I relieved quite the amount of stress today. There are things people like, and things people don't like, there are a couple of things that I don't like.

I hate being looked down upon.
I hate being proved right.
I hate being confused.
I hate having qualms.
I hate being such a novice at certain things.
I hate not being able to spend time.
I hate how we are sometimes.
I hate being unsuccessful.
I hate letting people down.
I hate being the one left out.
I hate not living up to my words.
I hate not being able to fully carry out something.
There are just some things, I can't take.

It's already been a month, we got to spend like 15 minutes together walking you home, maybe that's enough for you, or enough for the time being. But not for me. I hate to be the one who complains, but I guess that means I hate missing you. But that's not true neither, I miss you, I just couldn't find the words to say.

Big One Six

Today was a rather good day. Did a quick meet up in the morning, traded Shanghai 1s for Tweeds and Barfs, drove to girlfriend's house, dropped off her gift and then headed home. Changed, met up with Mark and then went to the mall to do his meet up. He traded his Homeguns for De La lows. We then met up with Catap and then headed to the lightrail. Met up with everyone else and walked around Valley Fair. Jansen and I along with majority of the guys walked around, taking pictures and stuff. We saw the most random Naruto fans. A group of people were dressed up as the characters from Naruto. It was pretty cool. California Pizza Kitchen took awhile to seat everyone. We were sat outside, it was pretty nice. Ate a CPK Cobber Salad, and "The Works" pizza, sub the sauteed mushrooms for pineapples, please. After that they brought out a slice of Red Velvet cake for the birthday girl. It looked better than it tasted, IMHO. Tehe, took pictures, chilled for a bit, then headed out. Took bus back to lightrail station, then we parted. Catap, Richard, Mark and I went to check out Azuki, Circle A, and Purist. Had okay things, nothing really 'to-die' for. Headed back around 7 and walked around Great Mall. Catap picked up a V-Neck for Spring Dance and then we headed home. Waiting for the bus to come was hilarious! The glasses we found at Valley Fair played a significant role in that. Mark got a potential acting job because apparently some guy was watching us as we were cracking jokes and said "Hey, you guys are funny." Talked to Mark, got his info and boom. We just kicked it at Mark's place until I got picked up. I'm pretty tired. 1 more hour until her REAL birthday. I wanna be the first to call. Overall, I had a great day. Managed to spend time with the birthday girl<3





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CMON!

Happy 11 Months! To the girlfriend. Apparently a lot of people knew that today was our 11 months. The most random people came up to me and asked and said congratulations and stuff. Haha, got to spend sometime with her though. For about an hour or so. It's gonna be a busy month, need to appreciate and cherish every chance we manage to spend together.

Played Irvington High today. Lost. But hey, for once, I had fun losing. Thanks to Bryan Nguyen. That guy makes doubles fun. I'm proud to call him Captain. Towards third set we were yelling and shouting "Cmon! Let's do it! Whoo! You got this Chris, You got this Bryan!" to pump eachother up. It was great. We had the whole tennis team, both sides watching the game. Thanks Bryan, even though we lost, I'm glad we got to play. It was fun. If everyone on the team were able to get pumped like that, imagine how much damage we could do. As a team, we're just lacking confidence. A person like Bryan is exactly what we need to lift up our spirits. *Get well big boy, Brian. Everyone, I'm proud of you guys. Arthur, Fabian, Thomas, Dan, Jun, Justin, Scott, of course Bryan, and Big Brian. Managers, you too! Season starts next week, let's dominate from here on out.

I don't know how many Dunk Smashes Bryan got in, but damn.

No wonder he's known as a beast.

Finale

This is it. My last endeavor. I've given everything I possibly could. Never allowed my pride to take over. But this is it, for all the marbles. All or nothing. Going big or going home. Putting forth all that I have left.

Effort

I can't learn from my mistakes if you don't tell me what I'm doing wrong.
I'm willing to take in everything and listen, to compromise.
I'll tell you what I don't like.
I'll tell you the things I hate the most.
But if I do, will you change it?
Basically, if you don't want me doing it, don't do it.
I don't do things to you that I wouldn't want have done to me.

We've established everything else as of now. I just honestly, don't wanna fight, no longer want to make either of us wonder, second guess or feel unsure anymore. Last endeavor, no bullshit. TRUTHbeTOLD. I'm not gonna jump to conclusions or anything, not going to assume, make things worse. Do your thing, I'll do mine, but I'll still be here after everything. Compromise, sacrifices, to make things work. My commitment. You have my word. "This should be nothing to a love like what we got."

Motivation
The time is now guys. From here on out, "Go big, or go home."

Whatever you wanna call them

No need for that "You don't know what you have until it's gone" shit.
Brothers. Homies. Bros. Friends. Boys. Dawgs. Cats. Chickenheads. Whatever you wanna call them.




kneegah no jomo.