Happy Birthday Andrew

I woke up rather early today, 10-10:30 or so. went with my family to Home Depot, picked up some soil for my mom's garden then headed to Andrew's place. my mom dropped off Molly and I and then we chilled waited for the cousins to come and then headed to San Jose Logitech Ice Center. the kids skated until 4 or so, then we headed home. I called babe just to see what she was doing. then Deangelo, Khoa, Andy, and Thomas came over, played Madden and Fight Night, played some ball and yeah. I showered early, tryna get into bed a little earlier than usual.

The Birthday Boy

outro.

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I woke up today got ready for school. baby called, she forgot her keys again, I honestly don't mind her asking me to let her use my keys. gives me another excuse to see her. I don't mind her asking me to walk her either, I'd want to. school was alright, Tennis Club meeting at Lunch. walked with babe to lockers break and lunch, uhhh what you know. during 6th Ms. Roy told us about her love life. she's a pimpcess. we had nothing to do in that class, so we threw around paper balls. after school walked with the tennis heads to the courts for a bit, and I sat and waited for babe. met up with her after, then just chilled. we're still indecisive, it's nice though. =X haha laid in the grass by her place, just talked, enjoyed her company. it's been so long, even both her and I don't even remember when the last time we hung out with eachother was. I walked her back to her place around 6:40 or so, football game was today. after I walked to Nob Hill, chilled, babe called again, asking me where I was and all that. she was walking to school. I'm glad she called. I would've wanted to walk with her. and I did, walked her to the gate, then ran my ass back. 5 minutes! from the Tennis Courts to Nob Hill. walked to Blockbuster, then headed home. that was my day. today was honestly one of the best days I've had in awhile. I got this exhillerating feeling, the same exact feeling I got when we first got together when she told me what she did today...it was amazing. couldn't stop smiling. Marielephant<3>

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I'm in love with you Mariel Ashley Rose Escala Soriano
you&me.always.myone&only.withyou.

fo reals. no doubt about it.

Shehasmyheart, all of it.
-Christopher Thinh Ngo.

Happy Birthday NiggaNguyen

school was alright, nothing too big. during 6th Ray, Robin and I packed up things in the Career Center because a teacher was going to be using the class. after school chilled with Tofu and Jesse for a bit. headed over to the courts and hit with Fabian, Scott, Truffle, and Josh. as soon as the girls got there, I was kicked off because I was giving "attitude" haha, whatever. headed over to Q-Cup with Josh and Steffany because it was the Sophomore's Fundraiser. I got there and babe was doing her homework. chilled with her, for an hour or so. she sucks and cheats at Thumb War, Arm Wrestling, and Chopsticks. after Josh and I headed to the courts, was given a ride by Steffany's Mom, nice lady. got there, girls were just finishing hit until 7 or so, Josh and I were the last people to leave the courts. it was pretty late, it got dark. I walked to Nob Hill by myself. got picked up, then headed home. that was pretty much my day. hopefully I take and pass my test tomorrow, 3:30..

Happy Birthday nigga, you oldie now.
break into them Nudies for me.
<3

*I hope babe is feeling better, throat isn't so bad, runny nose is all.
her bangs were down today, black v-neck, MMMM.

outro.

backfire

everything for me was going fine up until 3rd period. first off, I failed my Chemistry quiz shit. pissed, 5th period, History failed History quiz. great. after school I was looking forward to finally taking my stupid permit test, and guess what? apparently my appointment was at 12:30, when I was in class. how the fuck am I supposed to get there when I'm in school? the next available appointment is on the 6th, are you fucking stupid? I wanted to go this Thursday, but the damn time is at 9:45am. excuse my language, this day has not been going well for me at all. I don't need this shit. I don't need any of this.

Surprise?

Weekend, didn't do much. chilled with Deangelo and Andy Saturday, and then Deangelo, Andy and Khoa on Sunday. yesterday we ordered a King Kong, with Mushrooms?Sausages?Pineapples? $33 or something, grabbed a Fanta and Sprite then headed back to my place, our goal was to finish that whole gorilla in one sitting, unsuccessfully we still had 5 squares left over. that pizza was so damn big that they cut it into squares, amazing right? watched part of The Forbidden Kingdom after, Deangelo and Andy bounced, they had homework. Khoa and I left to Yellowstone to play tennis. Fabian, Bryan, Truffle, Ryan, Josh, and Arthur were there. waited for like 10 mins for courts. played doubles, lost, rallied, and alla that junk.

she's sick =( I'm going to have to play the doctor role now. I hope you feel better babe.

Today; I came to school early, the boss forgot her keys, it was nice seeing her in the morning. during Lunch, I showed babe my project, that I've been working on for awhile. a flip book, asking her to Homecoming. she thought I didn't go, it was all apart of my plan. I thought it was cute. hahaha =X she was like " what if I asked someone else?! " nigga, then I'd throw away the book, and you can go with the dude you asked, that's it. Yup.

outro.

what've you been up to?

I woke up pretty late today, talked to babe until 8:21, she had to leave, I kinda delayed her =X went back to sleep and then woke up around 2:30! dayum, went downstairs, did History homework, finished that up then Deangelo called and said he was coming over. babe called cause she just got back from her place, sounded really tired =T. chilled, waited for Andy but the nigga took too long so we jetted to scoop Michael and then headed to Wienerschnitzel, got some Chilli Fries and Chilli Dogs. Andy came, Michael was just asking around the table, 'So, what've you been up to Deangelo? Chris? Andy? haha, chilled then went to Target, picked up some stuff, walked to Walgreens, Andy picked up his composition notebook, then headed to Cataldi, took some photos, then headed towards Christina's place. we stopped by to say Hi to Jenniphher, chilled for a little bit, apparently they were having a drinking party, wasn't feeling it, so we left. went to Tapioca, grabbed some drinks and then I got dropped off, that was pretty much everything. I don't know why, but I miss you, even if I did just saw you yesterday after the match, =X
nioce.

I thought this was pretty cool.

*BONUS

what you know? teeheehee

outro.

no more

nonsense, no more bs, no more stupid reasons, I'm done with all of it, making someone you care so much about feel sick&tired of everything isn't worth it. I'm done with it. yknow what I said, yknow I mean it, yknow it's the truth. 143. that's wsup, no need to deny, take it back, regret saying, I'll tell it to you. Hi babe

got outta bed early, babe woke up late HAHA, poooor gorilla, she looked cute today. Teal cardigan, gray wifebeater, AE denims, orange stud-like earrings, curled hair mMMmm;), clipped bangs, cute! class was alright, nothing much happened, usual things. after school saw the boss, chilled then walked to her locker, then left, chilled with the cool kids for a bit, then left to the courts, made the Varsity Girls Tennis team a poster! they were playing a non-league match against Piedmont Hills High, Doubles 1; Christine & Danica, Singles 4, Megan Chu, Doubles 2; Eugenia & Sishey lost. everyone else won. Richard V came out to watch too, it was cool. after bounced off with babe, chilled at the park, she left around 6:20. saw Steven, Khoa, Andrew, Minh, and Fiona, chilled with them, they're funny. left around 7 walked to Nob Hill, got picked up and yeah.

Foreals; I choose you
you know
Someone loses someone they love everyday
And I'm fortunate to still have you in my life
'Cause I know I made some mistakes in the past but
I'm tired of making excuses
Listen

For whatever might have been
And all that it never was
Whatever I couldn't see
And all that I didn't want

There was a method to my madness girl
That wasn't clear to me
Until the day I saw your face
When I saw everything

For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain
And I saw us laughing through joy and through pain
And I saw time passing but we did not change
And I still saw us together at the end of every day

Whenever you want it
Whenever you need it
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you

I felt you inside myself
Before I could even feel
I knew you like no one else
But still I couldn't tell, Oh
Girl, none of it made sense to me
Girl, none of it was real
Until the day I saw your face
And it was clear to see

Whenever you want it (Whenever you want it)
Whenever you need it (Whenever you need it, baby)
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it (You better believe it)
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no (Oh, no)
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you (I choose you, baby)
I choose you (I choose you, girl)
I choose you
I choose you (You know that I choose you)
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you

Throughout our times, people have searched their lives
Hoping that they might find the chance where they can make things right
Through my desire, thank God I found the fire
Oh, for everything has led me straight to you (Youuuu....)

Whenever you want it
Whenever you need it (Baby)
Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it (Oh, you better believe it)
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you (Yeah, oh baby darling)
I choose you (Said I'm choosing you)

I choose you (Oh baby baby)
I choose you (Girl I made up my mind)
I choose you (And I choose you)
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you
I choose you

outro.

you wanna know wsup?

you tell me. I don't know how to act around you, what's appropriate to do or whatnot. you need your space? I'm giving it to you. I understand. you have a lot going for you, I'm not adding on to your grief. I'll keep it to myself. I won't even read what you have to say, this is straight up coming from me. the things I tell you, are legit. I'm coming with a different mindset. learning from what has happened before. you don't want to deal with this? you won't have to. this won't happen anymore. I won't get butthurt and all that shit anymore. I just don't know what you want, cause you yourself don't even know. I act on what I know, and what I feel, not what I feel that's obligated to do. if you think the things I say to you when we have problems are just "in the moment" typa stuff, then you're absolutely wrong, I just never had the guts to tell you myself. I say it, with no intention of getting a respond back, but rather to let YOU know. I now understand. I won't get in your way.

it's my fault. I'm completely responsible, blame is all on me.

Denied

today was a typical day at school. met up with C-Dawg in the morning, he needed a shirt. 1st period was in the Library, got donuts! shweeet. 2nd was alright, finished drawing the square blocks. CSoriano is a beast man. met up with C-Dawg at break walked to lockers, saw babe, she gave me her books cause she had congress. 3rd was alright, finished up with worksheet, 4th was cool, BJ moved into the class. I sit next to Catap now, Thomas Llamas moved in front, Truffle is pretty close, fat Brian sits in front of Catap, we're pretty noisy. we call fat Brian Birdman Jr, that foo makes bird noises in class. lunch was alright, table dilemma again, damn dude -____-. 5th was laid back, watched Rough Riders, pretty cool movie. 6th was alright, walked around killed half the period, went back and alphabetized shiet. afterschool walked to the track with Justin, Fabian, and Trin. they were running, then walked to the tennis courts, Ryan and Josh were hitting. saw Catap and Ashley, they were going somewhere...;) haha dirty. met up with the boss after, just chilled. that gorilla was acting hella weird today, making voices, she has finally accepted her title as odd. she left me at like 6 so I just walked around until my mom picked me up. *times like this I wish I had my license and a car.

I HAVE RABIES NOW! thanks gorilla! =T

if you think that's bad, YOU CAN SEE IT FROM 234980234 MILES AWAY STILL!

I was hella bored, finished all my homework, before shower, this is what I be doingz;
typical plantation shots. nub.

it was supposed to be a nice lightning-vibed shot.

Variety?

random ass rooster.


I've been enjoying the weather, chilly, but nice. checked, NO RAIN BABE! liar. haha jeans...=(

outro.

Redemption

I got outta bed around 11 or so, talked to babe for the morning. I went downstairs ate, then Truffle called and told me that Fabian and Josh were out at school, so he wanted me to go hit. I got there around 1:50 or so and Josh apparently left. right when I stepped onto the courts Coach Dong was like "Chris, good, go over there and pick up balls" shooot put me to work when I just arrived, didn't even give me a chance to put down my bag. Bryan helped us put up nets, Fabian and I went to fill up the water jug in the Gym, and there was like a Volleyball league thing. we hit for a bit, Brian and Steven along with Kenny came out. Scott and Johnathan came out too. we were just rallying then Michael Do came out, he had lessons with Coach. after that Coach talked to us about this year's Varsity team. he wanted to see just how well the Dream Team could do, since we're undefeated and all. and so we did, we played doubles, VS Michael and Truffle, lost first game 3-6 and came back with a different mind set and won 7-5, 6-1. calmed down, took deep breathes. nice and easy. my goal is to play singles for the team this year. if not Doubles 1 with my good man Fabian. got picked up, went home, showered the family was having a get together, had a bbq and just chilled. that was about it.

the youngin'


the photogenic ones

outro.

DISappointment

today was an interesting day. I woke up early! when babe left to get ready I woke up too. got ready and all that. morning, walked to office, Niven needed to pick up a piece paper from the office. babe called me, she forgot/lost her key, I walked over and saved the day! haha 1st was alright, 2nd was cool, showed Ms. Taplin our artist journal entries. 3rd was alright, 4th was usual, walked with babe to her locker during lunch, then to work. 5th was cool, watched a movie; Rough Riders Spanish-American War. 6th was intersting, Ms. Roy wasn't there, I delivered my daily slips, saw Mark Aquino outside, he was just chillin, asked if I wanted to go to Nob Hill so I did.
I came back when school was out, met up with the guys, went to the courts. played doubles. Dream Team VS Golden Pair. score was 6-3, 6-4. I was quite disappointed in my behavior...threw my racket, cracked the frame...told babe about it, I need to learn to think before I act and the way I act needs to vary depending on where I am and who I am with. do it for yourself, if you can't do it, do it for the guys, if they don't care, do it for her, you know she cares. sorry Fabian, Josh, Brian. thanks babe. pinky promise. YOU need to do well too, for me, please. just hung out with her, talked, videos, pictures, just enjoying time with her. went to Nob Hill, ate, bought candy, drank, then walked her home, she had something to go to. that's pretty much my day.

*enjoy these photos, I'm still a nub, but =)

Hi Baby!

dumb

self-explanitory

outro.

achieved!

yesterday school was alright, afterschool hit for a little bit, strings snapped, then met up with the girlfriend. hung out, as usual didn't know where to go. I like spending time with her. got picked up by Dat, met up with Hobo at a Coffee Shop, chilled, then went to Frys.


school was alright today, 1st period I presented my groups creation story. I did a "good job" and I "presented it professionally" heehee. drawing was alright, I finally purchased my sketchpad. break, walked to babe's locker to leave a bottle of Snapple, she had a headache. but I found out she didn't even drink it! -___- 3rd was cool, I guess I'm getting caught more and more everyday because I'm talking. 4th was alright, wrote my everyday letter to babe ;D then just did the warm-up + work. lunch was okay. 5th was laid back, talked to Mannix about cars and shiet. Office Aid was alright, walked around delivering fat loads of paper with Robin. my first personal delivery was to babe's class. HAHA E05. I didn't know until I was about to leave and she said "hey!" nice nice. finished deliveries then just went back to the office and alphabetized things. afterschool my mom called and said, "come out now, or I'll leave you." haha I had no choice, didn't get to walk with babe to her locker or mines. got home and my pink slip came in, it's literally pink. who knew? just need to schedule an appointment to get my permit, I regret not taking action earlier like during the summer, I could've already gotten my license...with the help of Rich I managed to get my things shipped, Nudies should be coming in Wednesday at the latest. babe called earlier, it was nice to say Hi and all that, talked with her for a bit and now I just need to finish up all my homework, weekends coming around, hopefully I get my haircut too.

she's been looking quite nice lately. Cardigans, Flats/Authentics, V-Necks, Curled Hair, Clipped Bangs, Bracelets. adorable. I noticed. haha <3 you still look like a gorilla to me babe.

completion

today, I finished my driversed course, tomorrow I will complete and pass the final exam shit, hopefully. I started Saturday afternoon. I'm trying to get my permit then license asap. school was alright, same old.

*I hope your pains feel better babe. <3

"looks like she found a good one, and you too"

I agree.

Prison Issues came in today! clean, smooooooth.

proud? I'm excited, I need to finish this, NOW.

Happy 5 Months!

" we're gonna make it "

I'm amazed that through everything we've been through, that we only continue to get stronger. I've told my friends, they know you're something special. we're a team. fight for what's right. we got this babe. "we're only getting started, we still got a lot more to go through" I'm in it, all the way, 106%. ALL of me. other half.

&what we have is sold, too hard to break, and we got it, too hard to take, gonna tell everyone that you know we gon' last.

I suffocate when you're away from me, so much love you take from me, I'm going out of my mind.

that kinda' lovin.

she's legit, she's true, she's mine, I'm glued, to her.

words can't express the way I feel about you Mariel.

it's an indescribable feeling that no words can explain.

she got me. <Happy 5 Months Babylove!3



DreamTeamVSGoldenPair, postponed. we need to finish it.

was looking forward

school was alright, so I gelled my hair today, and apparently to every or most, I look better. hahaha wowie. I just did it because my mom said I'm cutting my hair soon, so I might as well do it before it gets chopped. Daniel Muzika was hella talking about wanting to give Christian a blowjob, lmfao, hilarious shit. 2nd, kept drawing. 3rd was alright, magnet-use lab. 4th, quiz, pretty simple. at lunch dropped off an apple for the boss, she was working, good one, crunchy! I took her eraser again hahaha, dropped off math book, her eraser + a little note in her locker. 5th was supposed to work on quilt, but my printer was whack. 6th walked with Lisa to get her stuff signed, then to the office, didn't do much, printed, alphabetized, hole-punched. talked to Robin, she told me about Archie. RIP dude. it was hot today, this whole week was whack hot. I honestly hope that the weather seriously cools down...chilled with babe afterschool, walked around, went to Nob Hill, bought some drinks, ate potato wedgies. walked to her place, laid and talked at the field by her house and then she had to leave at 7 so she bounced early around 6:45 or so. I walked to Nob Hill and got picked up.

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I absolutely adore each and everytime she calls me babe and baby. all the different way she says it, and how it always gets to my very core each and every time. sorry, random splurge.

I was looking forward to it, sun-still-down morning pick up, summit pointe relaxation, first time experience. enjoyable, late night / early-early morning grub down then drop off. I was looking forward to all of it. it's cool though, I'm not tryna make you feel bad. do your thing baby.

'more to come' so we'll mos def be able to make up for all the ones we've missed right?

EFfortless

I limped my ass around school today, lol. Tuan and Tim thought I had something up my ass or that I had to take a deuce. BigheadRich thought I was tryna woddle to not crease my st33's -___-. everyone else, who was normal asked me why I was limping, it was cool, nothing too bad, hopefully it'll be better by tomorrow. Dream Team VS Golden Pair. I just hate how slow I am hahaha. teacher in my 1st period told me I made very "accurate, precise and well-thought out answers" !! score. 2nd period we were drawing in the dark, it was pretty cool. break I limped my ass to my locker with Tofu. 3rd was alright, watched a video. 4th was alright, went over a practice quiz, tomorrow is our first real quiz. lunch was cool, had no grapes, so throwing them was out of the question. they had bananas though, Michelle wanted a banana, I grabbed her a gross ass one, HAHAHA. walked to my locker with Tim, dropped off shiet, then walked to babes locker to put the math book in. I limped my ass to the lunch line and grabbed her a decent banana and limped my ass all the way back to her locker to stick it in there. I don't think she knows it was me though. 5th was relaxed, 6th was cool too, Ray Hoang was a new addition to the Office Aids. so it's me, Robin, and now Ray. they're cool. I took off early after school. finished all my homework, I gotta hop on my permit, foreals.

good for you, I won't be in your way. Fly.

support

today was a rather interesting day. I woke up early, left the house early and then I have realized, I forgot my math book -___- so basically my effort of waking up and doing everything a little earlier than usual had gone to waste. I met up with babe, gave her my book. class was usual, not so interesting. lunch was hilarious, met up with babe, walked to her locker, walked to my locker, got her grapes. our table area is like hella packed, throwing grapes at eachother was hilarious. 5th was alright, 6th period I helped out a buttload of people, I felt very helpful and useful. afterschool I met up with babe again, I know right? how cute, I spent a lot of time with her today. walked to her locker, walked to my locker, then she left to go to her fundraiser. I hit with the guys for a little bit until it was 3:30, because the girls started practice then. we left to 711, grabbed slurpees, then walked towards TK. Josh and I took off the Frozos to say wsup. it was mad hot, blazing sun and alla that. babe was sweaty. I hung out there until 5 or so, they all left, I thought I should stay because I thought babe was finishing up so keep her company in case she was walking home. found out that she wasn't going to finish until 5:30 or so, I walked back to school by myself. told her to call when she was done. she called, I ran to her, pulled my hamstring -____-. she told me about her day. I just want you to know that I got your back, boss. I can't tell you how proud I am of you. niggas need to mature up, messed up things because of your immaturity.

I won't leave you alone when you have to undergo those obstacles, Igotchu.
I know things might not get any easier, I'll take that one step with you at a time. together.

deeep

I woke up early today, went to hang out with babe. woke up around 7:30, met up with her around 8:00. spent my whole morning with her, I biked to her place. I like how there wasn't as much people like there usually was. I wanna see how long we can go for, without any interruptions, just you&me. brother + mom called because they were at SFO picking up my grandma and uncle from Vietnam. they needed the flight number, and I was no where near a computer. babe and I were hella thinking of people's numbers to call and people who lived close. no go. when her parents came home and we were finally at a computer, they didn't need it anymore -____-. I went to get my bike, and the tire that I recently just patched up was yet again, deflated...I think it was because I ran over some glass on the way to babe's place. =T I got home and then Khoa and Andy asked if I wanted to chill, we went to eat at China Rose, shit gave Khoa massive diarrhea! hahahaha. sat down, had a deep as conversation with Khoa, damn haven't had one of those in hella years. went to Thomas' place to chill, saw Brian and Rose. we just youtubed, games, then headed home. I got home around 5 and just chilled, took a nap and it was hella hot! I went back to sleep with my hugging pillow and I woke up hella cold -____-, headache, shivers...first time dinner was eaten with every at the table, no ones usually at the table, all chairs were full today.

pictures from Chem Lab + game Friday (THANKS STEFFANY!)

you already know.

messed up like ketchup

flatfooted