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Most Pleasant Surprise

Well today started out interesting, I was just focused on giving my girlfriend her presents for Christmas. Woke up, ran to my little sister's room and woke up the three girls that were snoozing. Everyone got ready and because my two cousins spent the night my dad decided to be nice and take everyone out for brunch. We ended up going to Pho Nam. It was cool, went home, then my mom, molly, kym, and cecelia went to the mall. From about 1:35-5:45...nuts. I am never going to the mall after Christmas ever again, that stuff is annoying, aggravating, time consuming, and tiring. Trying to find parking was whack, trying to leave the mall was even worse. But finally managed to meet babe at The Library, it was frustrating because we both set our plans for 4-5ish but ended up meeting around 5:20. Decided to just go back to my house to do the exchange and that's what we did, stopped at Taco Bell on the way back though. It was cool. I was surprised at what she got me, a cardigan from Heritage, crew neck from Express, and the Unbranded jeans I wanted from Urban. She spent too much on me...I got her a couple goodies though. A pink crew neck with belly pouch/pocket, hello kitty mittens, hello kitty white board, hello kitty umbrella, and a bracelet of hello kitty with our 6 charm. I have one more surprise that I have yet to give her. She'll receive it soon though. Thanks babe, I love everything!!!!!

Merry Christmas

Had a get together yesterday with everyone. Pretty interesting, got some pretty cool stuff. A nice jacket, some cozy slippers, a t-shirt, money, giftcard, not bad. I was snapping pictures and eating the whole time, all good though.




It takes Holidays to bring everyone together like this.


Merry Christmas everyone, stay safe. Be thanksful.

Indoor Winter Wonderland

Mobbed with 9 other couples to The Logitech Ice Center / Shark's Ice. It was pretty cool, everyone was supposed to meet up at Sweetheart's at 6, but everyone knew that people were gonna take awhile. Picked up babe around 6 then headed to Pasta Pomodoro to
greet Ms. Steffany for her birthday. We then headed to Quicklys to grab a snack then met up with everyone. Twins, Jeremie, Matt, and Ant were already there, Tofu and Mike came after, then we waited about 30-45mins for Mark and Mannix to come through. It was cool though, everyone mobbed to The HP Pavilion but apparently it was already closed. So we all went to Shark's Ice instead. $24 per couple, including admission and skate rentals so it wasn't so bad. Snapped some pictures, chilled, it was cool. Everyone was indecisive about where to go eat, we went to Red Robins but it was closed, so just ended up at In-N-Out. Grubbed up, chilled, dropped off Mike, French, then babe. It was cool.










Missing Tofu though.

Report

We were doing so well. And to think all it took was something as little as that to bring us down. Great.

I'm only one guy, I can't do everything, but I have been doing everything I can.

Underestimated

I suppose I proved everyone wrong, coool.

Rainy Days

I finally made 200 unique feedback point, yay. No big deal though :P

Managed to sell some things here and there, selling my XTi, hoping to upgrade to a 50D. I'm crossing my fingers.


My girlfriend is sick, I hope you get better soon babylove.
I love where we are. It's heart-warming. I love it. <3

Look who made it on Hello Kitty's tumblr.

Khehe.

She's my pusha, she's my killa

I called all her bluffs, raised her stack, went all in, but she still won.

Avoid

I no longer wish to see things like that. All it does is get me mad. And getting mad is one of the things brings me down, SO, in the future I just will not look, that way I will have no reason to get mad for seeing things that will bother and annoy me. I'm just trying to take a different approach to things.


We're doing so well, I'm not trying to see this end.

Winter Ball this Friday, crossing my fingers that things will go smoother than previous dances. I'm snapping shots during the dance, so if you do that nasty, don't blame me if it happens to be caught in the frame when I press the shutter. =]

CCS Championships Saturday, I'm stoked, it should be good, because Semi-finals was nuts. Pouring rain, screaming crowd, 14-13 victory, intense, adrenaline rush, sore throat, all worth it.

199

Should always be 50-50.

Tre Times

Cooooooooo day, chilled for a minute, in the parking lot Jeremie was slappin some Christmas jingles. Headed to Great Mall to check out the New Forever/Heritage with the wife, it didn't live up to my expectations. Picked up a cardigan and I got her an elephant ring, yee. Chipotle for lunch, then to Sanrio, picked up two more rings and a necklace. She's decked out though. After that I picked up some socks and a headband at Nike Factory, then headed home. It was about 5 or so. Then headed out to the courts to practice with Arthur, Bryan came out after too, that nigga grew taller. After that picked up babe from her friend's house, talked for a minute, then headed home. It was a nice way to end my day.

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone today, my family, all you guys, my brothers, my babylove, everyone. It's the season to be thankful, and I am quite thankful for everyone who is in my life. Don't take anything for granted, appreciate what you have, because I know I do.

Sometime in the near future I'll post pictures of the wife's pick ups, and pictures from today's Thanksgiving dinner/feast.



Stay safe everyone.

Words from B. Taplin

Chillin in the "Office" with Valdeeznuts and Liu-ness, got bored so decided to use the computer.

Talks with my yearbook teacher are funny, but at the same time they completely make sense..These are the rules she goes by

"Find a woman who will treat you the same way you treat her, and knowing you she should be treating you with the utmost respect, care, and love."

"It should be a 50-50 for EVERYTHING, you give half, she gives half. Any more or else, then it's no longer equal."

Gives more than receives, who never takes things for granted, can live with not always getting what they want, treats you the way she wants to be treated.

Never Enough

Everything I seem to do for you nowadays, is never enough. Always ends in disappointment, frustration, or annoyance. Why? I don't know myself. Yeah, "no one ever asked you to do this" But hey, I wanted to, thought it would be nice having someone ease your load yknow? My sole intention was the help, be there for you when you needed it, but I guess that is just not enough anymore.

As of today's incident, I apologize. I never planned the router to malfunction and f_ck up. I did give you prior notice, and I'm sorry you didn't get it in time.

I'm more about you than you actually know. For your happiness, I am selfless, going to bed alone tonight I guess. Goodnight Everyone.

Through To You

I just want you to understand sometimes. See things from where I stand. The bad seems to outweigh the good more than it's supposed to. Tell me what I need to do, to get through to you. Things are blown out of proportion, words that aren't usually said are heard, things that aren't usually done were seen. "Take time to realize" HAHAHA. Thoughts just panning through my head.

Open Mind

I need to focus on the more important things.

One Time

I don't know what it is that I need, but whatever it is, I need it soon.

It's just never enough anymore..

I gave blood today, and since I'm a "strong and healthy" boy they recommended that I offer twice the amount, DRBC or something, on the Alyxx machine. Tedious process, took about half an hour. I was supposed to sit tight for 15 minutes at the station, then another 15 at the canteen, but nah, I probably did 3 at the station and 5 at the canteen. They can't tie me down! I grabbed an ice cream, pop corn, Arthur and then I dipped. The bell rang as we left, I saw her so I gave her my ice cream in exchange for less than half of an ice tea, nice of me huh? Quick to give, haha, it's whateberdoe. School is whatever now, at least I'm slowly starting to get the hang of Physics. It's getting on my nerves how much I need to re-edit my page that's been due how long ago. Ruins my day because it's the last period. F_ck it, I guess. All I do know is exhale long and loudly. Another week, but now that we get to sleep in another week, I'm not so tired anymore. I just need to be satisfied one time. I just need to see these stack of shoes be replaced with money, my "skills" in photography to become "better". So many things have been bothering me, but I'm slowly starting to tell myself just to forget about it and treat it like it's nothing. I want some excitement one time. Something, anything, little thing. But other than that, everything has been going fine. Girlfriend and babygirl have been good, everything at home is calming itself down, I'm trying to get back into Tennis. There are a lot of things I want to accomplish, but I never seem to even get around to doing any of them. One time, Sizzlers, Sweet Tomatoes, Toy Story in 3D, Cement Slides, Oakridge, SF, Stanford SC. One time though, aiming to finish these before senior year's end. Haven't blogged this much in awhile, maybe I'll get back into it, and maybe I'll have pictures to lighten everything up for whoever reads this. I read it, and I like pictures, so it works.

What It Is

"Too much work for too little reward"

His Shoes

Now he said: "Just one time, think about how it feels. Going through all of this, tryna be reasonable and taking inputs from both sides but in the end it doesn't really matter. Maybe I just don't like it because I fear what happened before might happen again. I bet it makes him freaking furious whenever he thinks about it. Even though it happened awhile ago. He reasons with you, he takes you into consideration and understands where you are coming from. Maybe he just doesn't want to get hurt again. I'm pretty sure if it happens again, it won't be very promising."

For myself to let out and as a reminder to myself.
I hate fighting. I'm quite sick of it. It just brings me down. I'd rather have smiles and feel right holding your hand rather than frowning and walking around wondering why. We should never take our frustration out on eachother, I know I'll never do that again. Especially when it comes down to you, you bring me up when I'm down. A punching bag is what I should be letting my frustration out on. Real talk though, in this relationship we should be treating eachother equally, take a load, ease the load. We've had some crazy ass ups and downs for the past few weeks. So it's understandable where we are coming from. Think before you act, no rash decisions, do it because you want to, no obligations. Just appreciate, be thankful, and grateful for everything we have.
Thank-you baby, MarielAshleySoriano<3

Eighteen

Happy 18 Months. Gets harder and harder everytime, but hey, we're still here. We're still sticking together and lasting it out. I hope you liked everything I got you, the ring, sticker, bouquet of flowers with our baby, the key holder. =)

Whatever happens, happens, I'm just giving you my all.

F(A)YI

It's been hella tough, ups and downs, frequent changes, like the weather. I know we'll be okay. Through the good, bad, happy, or sad, let's, let's stay together.




I love you this much!

All Walls Down

Haven't done this in awhile, past weeks were good actually. I need to buy myself a parking permit on Monday though, got caught up twice times already hahaha. Managed to pick up/trade/sell majority of the things I had over the course of the week as well. Picked up some White Lasers, Mars. Said goodbye to Columbias and Chicagos though...I think he came up this time.

I've finished both Crows Zero and Crows Zero 2, movie is good. Makes me want to go out, and with my group, annihilate and dominate all. Hahah.


Everything was going well, it's the indecisiveness that ruins everything. I frequent 'I don't knows' from us that is the downfall. Maybe it was wrong of me to suggest those things. I was never a good planner. But I guess some thing's just never change. I don't know, maybe my unwillingness to do it is my downfall. Who knows now. Maybe I shouldn't suggest fixing at all.

It's my little cousin's birthday tomorrow, probably going to pick him up a little something something. Happy Early Birthday Andrew, you walking piece of atomic poo particles.

I decide for myself;

If you don't give up, then I won't give up.


No rush, no rash decisions, that we never how we did things. Just be straight up with it.

17

It's the 6th today, and I don't know if I should say Happy 17 Months or not. It only gets tougher and tougher, but I already knew that from the beginning. If it happens then it will happen. We'll see if things fall into place. Give up? Nah, I'm giving it everything, that way, if it doesn't work, I'll know it's because it wasn't meant, not because I didn't try.



Yeah, I remember[ed].

Doing Too Much

What you said Friday night stumped me. It seems that Friday nights are never our best. I seem to care too much, even when we aren't together. You made me realize that we aren't. Whether it stays like this, work up, or down hasn't been decided yet.

And in the midst of all this;

I still just want to be with you. I'll wait, I gave you my word. Don't ask me if it's worth it because I know it is. I want to go back, back to being the happiest I ever was.

Nice Knowing You

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As of right now, all I can say is wow. Other than that, I'm speechless.

The Good Things

BJs was a success. It's a great thing to always know that we both can always make up for an unsuccessful first attempt. Food was good, we now know ourselves well enough that when we are hungry, E V E R Y T H I N G on the menu looks good. It's not a matter of how much it is, it's just a matter of how fast we can order and start eating. Bad case of the 'Hungry Eyes'. We had our talks on the way up, it's true that we have different opinions/views on things, but maybe that's why they say that opposites attract. You're this, I'm that, it's whatever. But it's the fact that you are you that got me to make US. It's who you are, not who you aren't, who you want to be, who you wish you were, it's WHO you are, that I've fallen for. After these 16 months, we still haven't changed much, I'm still the one who can't resist, and you are the one who can. Heh, I guess that's just how we are. Pretty cute conversation when we got into bed as well. Told eachother about our significant others, some pretty cute stuff. =) We just need to go up there one more time, and this time, it's to watch the sunset, set, set, set, set.

It'd be nice, to give my all to my first love, but that's just me. Our first loves.

Visit from Ms Clean

So my girlfriend came over and helped me clean my closet, it's clean, from a pigsty to an organized closet.





Hopefully things go according to plan today, school is about to start, oh boy.

One Year Older

I turned 17 today. Thanks to everyone who went out of their way to say Happy Birthday to me, it means a lot. I didn't do much, just had a family bbq. Ran a lot of errands with my best friend ChrisTofu today as well, you're the greatest, sir. <3

I wrote this for you, but I didn't even get a chance to read it to you.

I dislike "I don't cares", I dislike "it's whatevers"
I know that time apart wont make things between us better
I look forward to your phone calls every single night
Hope you'll call me baby, give in and make things all right
All I want is love, it takes two to make us grow
We've been through things that no one else will ever know
You bring me to my highest and lift me from my lows
And that's just one example of how we grew to be so close
I know at times I can be a handful, everybody has their ways
I could be sensitive, I could have my days
But no one said relationships will ever go your way
At times I drive you crazy, and those times when I'm so slow
We tear eachother down, rebuild, and then we grow
Go through so much, we crash and then we burn
We figure our things out, we laugh and we learn
Now we ain't perfect, it was stated from the start
But I know that you're worth it, I can feel it in my heart
It's TRUTHbeTOLD that I'm into you
When you're gone and far away I'm missing you
And when I'm with you, I'm invincible
You see, I'm writing down this poem, just to let you know
That I mean it when I say, I don't plan on letting go
I'm gonna hold on to what I say and stick to my words
Things that go wrong, out of hand and so absurd
But this is a two way effort, it needs a YOU and ME
You need to want and work for it, things like these are not free
I play my part, you play yours, that's what we need
Don't give it up so easily, that's what I plead

Today wasn't your greatest, and that's understandable, things came up, it's cool. I'm not mad, I know how you feel. Disappointed, frustrated, annoyed, mad, sad, all at the same time. It's a lot to take in, that's why I just wanted to ease your mind. You know I got your back, and that's all I'm trying to do, help you. Stop being so hard on yourself. Went to eat, so our plans didn't go according to plan? You were there, and I was there, isn't that all that matters? Sure, our plans didn't go the way we wanted, I'm not mad, I'm not disappointed, I'm just glad I got to be with you on my day. And now something's up and I don't even know what it is. Telling me all these things, are you trying to tell me something? If that's what you want, I told you to just be straight up with it. I don't know what to say, I don't need a lot, I don't ask for a lot, I just ask for you and your lovin. That's it..now I don't know even know if I should. I'm not so quick to give us up. That's not my first option, even through it all, why do I still want to fight for us? Why? I want to, it's not even close to being because I feel like I should, but I want to. I refuse to give up so easily. But if that's wrong, tell me, tell it to me straight.

Swigga Sixteen

Happy 16 Months to my dearly beloved. Been a struggle, but I'm gonna stick to what I told you last night. I need more days like today with you. I still love you.



Ballin was crazy! Ran full on 5s, it was nice after just running 3s for a while. Thanks to Viray for coming out and playing the last game, you da' man. But now, I'm woddling. My shins hurt, my hip is numb...I need an ice pack, and a masseuse, baby, where are you?! Haha, just kidding.

Recently

I've realized some things. There isn't really a point in some things I do. More of a want, not a need. I'll get used to this. Goodnight wurrrld.

M.I.A

Left Friday, coming back Monday. My day went from being so occupied with you, to almost-completely none of you at all. The drastic change saddens me. I'm up late at night doing nothing when I'm usually asleep with you. I wake up quietly when I usually wake up with the sound of you or your texts. Every text received I wish/think it is you but it's not. Wishful Thinking. Random Rambles.

Specs

I'm pooped, damn walk.

Only things I look forward to now are those lay back chill sessions, and ballin.

I'm crossing my fingers. Let's make it happen.

I came, I saw, I hadoukened

Big ups to Dat and Tofu.
"Let's just lay all of them out here, and take it all in...wow"

Baskeball has been good like always, a good number of people finally came out. Rich and Catap, and the usuals with the addition of Big Boy Brian.

I hope my girlfriend and her lip is feeling better.

First Time Round

First time as a group, and first time going to the beach with my girlfriend. It was pretty cool. A lot of people that I didn't expect to see went. It's whatever, there was only one person who I thought shouldn't have even bothered coming. Rode with Tofu, Andrew, me and beb. Scheduled to wake up at 6AM, but woke up at 6:30 with babe saying "Yknow, it's 6:30 right?" Jumped out of bed, washed up, got ready and Tofu came with Andrew around 7:30. Everywhere met up at school, we were parking lot pimpin'. HAHAHAH nah, but there was a buttload of people though. Babe had troubles getting out, thanks again to Michelle and Kevin for the assist. Jonathan rode with me to pick her up as well as get gas. Headed to Anthony's then to Safeway. Huy, Marc, Tofu, Jeremie, David, Matt, Khang, Nicole, Sean, and Peter were the drivers. I'm pretty sure that was everyone. We got to the beach, zamn it was nice. The girlfriend needed to use the restroom so we walked 3? blocks or so to some portable toilets. HAHAHA gross..Took pictures, then walked on the sand. Soft sand and all, but damn, toes are hurting from all the stretching. Went into the ocean, walked on the beach, it was pretty cool. Played beach football, volleyball, burger/hotdogs on the grill. Chillin, all day. Didn't get home til about 10PM thanks to Jeremie. 7AM-10PM. Zowie.

















Yes.

Start

I think this is the start of a wonderful friendship. HAHAHAH yeah right, barely met her for 5 seconds. Thanks.


I got you next time.

You are not a sweetheart, I am. HAHAHAHAHAHA

I've been spending much lately. I blew $180 in two weeks. Not crackin'

Bucks.Concords.Button-up.Flannel.Specs.Food.Gas. = $180, with few traded exceptions.

Thanks sugamama, you didn't have to..you NEVER have too...

Enriched

No hesitation. You like you buy. That's how it is.





Lovin'

Such a big EGO

I had a gooooood day. Woke up, everyone but Molly left to go do their thing, I hung out with her for a bit and then left. Went to Mission, picked up babe. I found out that they don't buy my book anymore =( now I gotta sell it on Amazon T_T. We didn't know where to go, so we used the Navi and headed to VF/Westfield! Pretty cool, went to Forever 21...HAHA, that was a given. Walked to see if Ritz Camera was still open, they weren't, we headed to Auntie Anne's for a pretzel but they didn't have the Almond one so we walked around, checked out TNF, walked back, got the goods ate, then left. Drove over to Santana Row, checked out Urban Outfitters, they have some pretty nice stuff. Most definitely going back again with babe. Headed back to Milpitas after because Dat needed the laptop left in the trunk, went to Taco Bell, grabbed a Fruitista Freeze, headed to Adobe, surprisingly saw Jeremie, Matt, his little brother, Mannix, and David, HAHAHA. Drove to Savers, I picked up a pair of '04 Navy Dunk Highs for $10.00. YEEEE. Drove around, ended up at Cardoza. Chilled, talked, had fun, then bounced. Rich texted me asking for a ride to the courts so I picked him up, dropped him off, then babe, then headed home to change. Mom dropped me off at the courts. I walked her to where Hung and Molly were, she watched, I ran a quick 2v2 with Rich, Jeffrey, and Little Stanley. We lost, but that boy is getting good. Met up with babe, walked with Big Kona! He's pretty cool. Walked babe and Kona back home after hanging out with them for a bit, then ran to the courts. The usual people were there, so we ran 5s. It was cool. We were losing at first, but made it in the end. =) Gooooot day. Tired, but satisfied. I hope babe feels better.

*Next week, you'll get your Milk Tea, we'll head to Crossroads, we'll shop again, and all that good stuff. =)