One Time

I don't know what it is that I need, but whatever it is, I need it soon.

It's just never enough anymore..

I gave blood today, and since I'm a "strong and healthy" boy they recommended that I offer twice the amount, DRBC or something, on the Alyxx machine. Tedious process, took about half an hour. I was supposed to sit tight for 15 minutes at the station, then another 15 at the canteen, but nah, I probably did 3 at the station and 5 at the canteen. They can't tie me down! I grabbed an ice cream, pop corn, Arthur and then I dipped. The bell rang as we left, I saw her so I gave her my ice cream in exchange for less than half of an ice tea, nice of me huh? Quick to give, haha, it's whateberdoe. School is whatever now, at least I'm slowly starting to get the hang of Physics. It's getting on my nerves how much I need to re-edit my page that's been due how long ago. Ruins my day because it's the last period. F_ck it, I guess. All I do know is exhale long and loudly. Another week, but now that we get to sleep in another week, I'm not so tired anymore. I just need to be satisfied one time. I just need to see these stack of shoes be replaced with money, my "skills" in photography to become "better". So many things have been bothering me, but I'm slowly starting to tell myself just to forget about it and treat it like it's nothing. I want some excitement one time. Something, anything, little thing. But other than that, everything has been going fine. Girlfriend and babygirl have been good, everything at home is calming itself down, I'm trying to get back into Tennis. There are a lot of things I want to accomplish, but I never seem to even get around to doing any of them. One time, Sizzlers, Sweet Tomatoes, Toy Story in 3D, Cement Slides, Oakridge, SF, Stanford SC. One time though, aiming to finish these before senior year's end. Haven't blogged this much in awhile, maybe I'll get back into it, and maybe I'll have pictures to lighten everything up for whoever reads this. I read it, and I like pictures, so it works.