LT vs LGTA / date

yesterday was a pretty cool day. served from 9-12 -___-. nothing but serves. grabbed some lunch at Whole Foods then headed over to Blossom Hill Park. it was Lifetime Tennis VS Los Gatos Tennis Academy. i played singles 1 with the score of 6-0 and then 7-6. hella bossy right? gave the dude a bagel but then he made a comeback and shiet. Sho played 2, he lost. Sudev played 3, he won. Jay played 4, he lost. doubles 1 Aneiss + Nathan won, and Ben + Tom won. so we overall won 4-3. as of now we're undefeated. 2 more to go. after i got home around 4, called baboon and she said to meet up at Applebees at 6. ate til 7:30 then left to Oakridge. didn't bowl until 9. but it was baboon and i, camille and reggie, bianca and carlos, and jedi with arniel. it was cool, i suck at bowling. i lost my touch. couldnt even break 100. didnt get home until 12ish? the guys are cool though, i guess the whole point was for us to bond, we did on our own time. i had fun though. i guess the were expecting me and baboon to do stuff, but we do that on our own, we know when and where to do that stuff. today i got outta bed at 1. haha whack shiet right? build this desk thing, it was originally supposed to be for my little sister but she didnt want it so imma take it =]
M.<3

movies

boring ass day, woke up to go running with gorilla, left the house around 7:30 and got home at exactly 9:57. sprinted my ass home teeheehee =D got home, showered, then went inside to bother Molly, that nigga was still asleep! watched Full House until 11 or so and then she told me to get out, went downstairs to grab some lunch. watched First Sunday, funny ass movie with Katt Williams, Ice Cube, and Tracy Morgan. idiots that attempted to rob a church, but instead resulted in a change of heart after rethinking the purpose of the robbery. damn, after that i got soo lazy that i watched Dragon Dynasty's Dragon Tiger Gate, the movies not bad, some crazy ass computer animation added to superhero up the characters. Molly watched Shark Boy and Lava Girl and i was so bored i ended up watching it with her. boring day though, tomrrow is tennis! also taking placement test for whack ass summer school. ill keep it posted.


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Learn from it, Yearn for it

i've asked myself, over and over again if this was something i really want. and never once, did i doubt it. the only problem is that i have a different way of showing it. i have realized that i say one thing, but show it a different way, and i apologize. if it comes down to it, all that extra stuff we do, we can stop, and i will not have any problem with it. i'm here because i want to be. "adapt to situations in order to make progress" the things that we stand for, hasn't changed, nor has it disappeared. it merely developed, turned into something even better, but with the same initial meaning. the little things, are the sole base of everything i do, building US on the little things we stand for. you can say it has changed, but why not for the better? everything is still there, expressed one way if not the other. i'm sorry for making you think otherwise. i don't wanna fight and fuss no more, dumb reasons, it doesn't help no one at all. to realize everything i do wrong, it took this: a fight, an argument; resulting in confusion, unsureness, second guessing, and frustration. Chris, learn from what you do, things happen for a reason, and in order to prevent it from happening again, you need to learn. ever since i was young, i would get in trouble for the same reason, over and over again, until one day, the result in my actions changed. this has happened before, and now i need to grow up, and learn from my mistakes first time round. i can't guarantee anything, but i will most definitely make sure, that this will not happen for the same reason. i don't want that option, "start acting like it," she said. that's what i'm gonna do, instead of saying all this, i'll show you. but in order for me to go on, i need to know how you're feeling, partner, girlfriend, baboon. no more of that sleeze talk.

make it work.

nice serve

woke up early, went to work with Hung. helped the kids during match play in the morning from 9-12, then grabbed a quick lunch at Whole Foods hurried back to the sports center because today was our very first league match against Courtside. i played Singles 1, Aneiss played 2, and Nathan played 3, and Hiro played 4. i forget what the doubles pairs were though. my set score was 6-4, 6-2, Aneiss' was 6-4, 7-6, Nathan's was 6-3, 6-3, and Hiro didnt say nothing, haha. i had a fat stomach ache though, hot day too. bitchassness. next week we're playing against LGTA, Los Gatos Tennis Academy, sounds like berserk shit right? haha that's pretty much my day.

thanks Lucky Charm. <3

Commitment

whoops! forgot to blog for the last decade. school's out, finally right? wrong! i have nothing to do nowadays. got out on Thursday, something that i won't forget happened Wednesday. man, it was me JV, Nathan, Tyler, and Rich shooot we were chillin at Starbucks waiting for a meet up, Nathan was sellin some levi reds. the dude took his time so we just fucked it and headed back to school. man, walking back i spotted across the street a group of mexicannes running towards two other mexicannes, and man they got rushed and then the group bounced. Cody was in front of us running towards the two to help them i guess, but it was too late, the group of mexicannes left. and so there was a girl standing by the street calling the proper authorities, and damn they just had to be the ones that patrolled at our school...me and the guys walked in and right before we reached the soccer field "STOP! GET DOWN! PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE THEM!" i didn't have a problem with this considering the fact that we didn't do anything. but the thing that pissed me off was that the ground was hot like fuck. we were dropping like it hots. rich was screaming out "my nudies!" haha fuck though, it was hot shit, Cody got arrested because apparently McMurray witnessed him help the dudes that were getting jumped. sucks for him, we left with a "thanks for being cooperative" mutha chukka, piss me off. after that just went to chill with the girlfriend and her friends at nob hill. finals have been ass, i think i bombed french, didn't know shit, luckily Nhi/Vina helped me out! <3 shweeeet.

thick and thin, the bad outweighs the good sometime, but that doesn't mean we're supposed to give it up, my problems are yours, and yours are mine. we can be as happy as we want to be girl, but we gotta make it work. 040608, i have absolutely no doubt in my mind that she's something different. i have never fought to keep a relationship. i wouldn't call this love, but this is more than just liking. it's <3. size="4">bewithme, still and always will mean something. just like everything else we stand for. the little things. you+me. April 6, 2008.

Mariel Ashley Soriano + Christopher Ngo.

i'm letting my walls down, my heart is yours now. yours, now.

i hope in some way, this is what you feel babe.