Learn from it, Yearn for it

i've asked myself, over and over again if this was something i really want. and never once, did i doubt it. the only problem is that i have a different way of showing it. i have realized that i say one thing, but show it a different way, and i apologize. if it comes down to it, all that extra stuff we do, we can stop, and i will not have any problem with it. i'm here because i want to be. "adapt to situations in order to make progress" the things that we stand for, hasn't changed, nor has it disappeared. it merely developed, turned into something even better, but with the same initial meaning. the little things, are the sole base of everything i do, building US on the little things we stand for. you can say it has changed, but why not for the better? everything is still there, expressed one way if not the other. i'm sorry for making you think otherwise. i don't wanna fight and fuss no more, dumb reasons, it doesn't help no one at all. to realize everything i do wrong, it took this: a fight, an argument; resulting in confusion, unsureness, second guessing, and frustration. Chris, learn from what you do, things happen for a reason, and in order to prevent it from happening again, you need to learn. ever since i was young, i would get in trouble for the same reason, over and over again, until one day, the result in my actions changed. this has happened before, and now i need to grow up, and learn from my mistakes first time round. i can't guarantee anything, but i will most definitely make sure, that this will not happen for the same reason. i don't want that option, "start acting like it," she said. that's what i'm gonna do, instead of saying all this, i'll show you. but in order for me to go on, i need to know how you're feeling, partner, girlfriend, baboon. no more of that sleeze talk.

make it work.