Commitment

whoops! forgot to blog for the last decade. school's out, finally right? wrong! i have nothing to do nowadays. got out on Thursday, something that i won't forget happened Wednesday. man, it was me JV, Nathan, Tyler, and Rich shooot we were chillin at Starbucks waiting for a meet up, Nathan was sellin some levi reds. the dude took his time so we just fucked it and headed back to school. man, walking back i spotted across the street a group of mexicannes running towards two other mexicannes, and man they got rushed and then the group bounced. Cody was in front of us running towards the two to help them i guess, but it was too late, the group of mexicannes left. and so there was a girl standing by the street calling the proper authorities, and damn they just had to be the ones that patrolled at our school...me and the guys walked in and right before we reached the soccer field "STOP! GET DOWN! PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE THEM!" i didn't have a problem with this considering the fact that we didn't do anything. but the thing that pissed me off was that the ground was hot like fuck. we were dropping like it hots. rich was screaming out "my nudies!" haha fuck though, it was hot shit, Cody got arrested because apparently McMurray witnessed him help the dudes that were getting jumped. sucks for him, we left with a "thanks for being cooperative" mutha chukka, piss me off. after that just went to chill with the girlfriend and her friends at nob hill. finals have been ass, i think i bombed french, didn't know shit, luckily Nhi/Vina helped me out! <3 shweeeet.

thick and thin, the bad outweighs the good sometime, but that doesn't mean we're supposed to give it up, my problems are yours, and yours are mine. we can be as happy as we want to be girl, but we gotta make it work. 040608, i have absolutely no doubt in my mind that she's something different. i have never fought to keep a relationship. i wouldn't call this love, but this is more than just liking. it's <3. size="4">bewithme, still and always will mean something. just like everything else we stand for. the little things. you+me. April 6, 2008.

Mariel Ashley Soriano + Christopher Ngo.

i'm letting my walls down, my heart is yours now. yours, now.

i hope in some way, this is what you feel babe.