Reality Check

When making a mistake, you're always going to wish you could go back in time and do it differently. Well, if I had one wish in the world, I would've went back to that very moment, and listened to my gut, my conscience..maybe if I did, none of this would've happened. I'm thankful for everyone who helped me out when I needed them most. Tofu, Andrew, Mannix, Matt, Mark, Clinton and Rio. Even thought you guys didn't have to, you guys did and I'm thankful to call you guys my boys, no homo. First time for everything right? Well, I'm hoping this is my first and last time ever. I hate the rain. I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused everyone. I'm glad to know that they got me in times of need, and without a doubt I got them too. R.I.P Zips..Things aren't going to be the same, but I'm going to make that best of what I have, appreciate what I have, and be thankful for what wasn't taken away from me.

Back

When winter comes in summer,
That's when I'll stop.

"You don't miss a good thing until it leaves you" I don't want to realize that I messed up once you are gone. I don't do many things correctly with us, but one of the things I don't have trouble with doing is holding on. Sure we can fight, sure we can fuss, sure we can get mad and all we do is cuss. But if you stop and think about it, I wouldn't want to do this with anyone else, but you. You still have it, and I'm still here aren't I?

No Truth

You can't say you love me more, well you can, if that's what you believe.

There are things I do just out of the kindness of making your job a little easier, even if it means going out of my way. But it doesn't matter, I don't hold that against you because I do it out of love. Big Blurr.

Sometimes I believe I do too much for unappreciative folks. It gets annoying and tiresome.

Adventurous

I needa get out more. Haven't been shooting because of the weather, and I've been quite lazy. I'm hoping to get a few new toys before February's end.

Lately, things haven't been going so well for me. I hope things lighten up.

1 Hundred

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Adores Her Company

I simply do. Plans fail but that doesn't stop us from enjoying the time spent with eachother. School, 711, Subway, Home, drop off kids at MHS, Mercado, Eastridge, Tapioca, Usual. Spent a good hour or two just talking, it was great. I enjoyed every bit of it. Never thought I could be into her any more than I already was, but it just keeps getting better. Amazed.

We have too much fun with the Macbook.

21

I'M HAPPY! Twenty One unbelievable months, that is One whole Year and Nine Months! Just wow. When people ask me, I just saw twenty one. "WOW! REALLY?!" Yawp, I love it. I love where we are at in this relationship. I'm glad I held on. Been going strong, can't really remember the last time we had a fight, and I'm trying to keep it that way. I love you babe. 040608.

2010

Happy New Years everyone, another year done, starting a new one. My goal is to make this unforgettable.

My family, my boys, my brothers, my wife, my friends/homeys. Stay safe everyone.