Rocky start

Palo Alto and Silver Creek games were ass. I need to make sure I remember how to hit and set up myself for the correct strokes. =\ Dream Team might be coming alive again. We have one more week of Pre-Season matches with Monta Vista and Irvington left and then Season opening game with Santa Clara is in two weeks!

Babylove is coming back tomorrow! Oh thank goodness. I refuse to sleep alone anymore! I've been trying so hard to keep myself occupied so I wouldn't just sit around mope and miss her like I've been doing so far. It hasn't been working...=\

Just come back already! Please?

You have the potential to be great. The potential to go far in what you're doing now. The only thing that is stopping you from reaching that is your fear of failure. It wasn't until just this very moment that I have realized that I hold back on doing certain things because I am afraid of not being able to succeed. "You can't let what have done in the past affect what's capable of happening in the future" Made a mistake? Fine. Okay. Live beyond that, don't drag your feet because you just f_cked up. I need to get my head back into the game.

Reselling. For now, that's my hustle.

Starting Strong

My morning wasn't so great, compared to others mornings because my girlfriend was not apart of it..She's leaving tomorrow, I won't get to see or talk to her until she comes back Saturday..fail =\. I only got to talk to her once, walking to 6th period. Her phone was working so texts didn't work. Fail again. School was alright, afterschool had a post-season match again Piedmont Hills High School. I think everyone lost, except for Singles 4: Thomas Nguyen, Doubles 1: Brian Nguyen and I, and Alternate: Maynard Santos. Doubles 1 was beast man, 6-7, 6-2, 7-6. Managed to pull through, we were the last people playing. We're playing Palo Alto tomorrow, it's an away game..I'm pretty beat. But I'm gonna miss my girlfriend. All those nights being soothed to sleep with the sound of her voice on the other line, I wonder how I'm going to get a full night's sleep now that she's gonna be gone. I don't like this one bit..not one bit at all...Why'd you have to leave me babe?



You still have my back no matter what right, love?

My grain

Been busy;

-Upcoming week, if weather permits, we will be having 3 scrimmage/post season matches.
-Dentist yesterday, no cavities but I am urged to use dental floss =X
-Babe is going to be leaving to Camp soon. Wednesday - Saturday/Sunday or something.
This month or so, is going to be busy, Tennis for me, Trojan Olympics for the girlfriend.
I want to do better, I want to be better. I want to enhance my skills in everything I do.
BETTER
Friend, Brother, Son, Boyfriend..

Valenmines

I woke up early today. Why? Headed down to Nob Hill to pick up babe and my mom Valentine's Day gifts. I got babe a bouquet called "special things" along with a white gorilla, teeheehee. Dropped by her house and left it on a bush in front of her place. Got mom a really big singing balloon and roses. YAY, came home, laid in bed for a bit, couldn't sleep because babe wouldn't pick up her phone so I just went online and such. Decided to sell my 24-85mm lens. F/S btw! Babe called a couple of times throughout the day, and then Khoa came by, went with him and Michael to Wells Fargo to resolve my debit card dispute, after headed to Taco Bell to grab a Fruitista Freeze and then headed home. Babe came by! After I showered of course. We hung out for a bit, she showed me what she made me! AMAZING. Man, am I lucky or what. It was great though, hung out and then headed downstairs for dinner. Gourmet Food, steak? Heart shaped rice? Clam Chowder? Salad? Wowie, yeaah. Original plans didn't go through so we just spent quality time together. It was enough for me considering the fact that I got to spent my Valentines with my one&only. I bet she was scared, dinner with the WHOLE family. shooot. Babe left around 8:40ish.

*Thanks for spending Valentines Day with me babe. Best one I've ever had.

10 Months + 2 Days

10 Months was on Friday, I hung out with babe Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. Yesterday went to a Photo Fair with Deangelo and managed to pick up a 24-85mm for $45! Hello bargain! Got home and babe called so I went to pick her up. We hung out, allowed her to some Lasagna! Yum, parents left to Cashe Creek for the whole day, and the siblings were out for awhile. We watched movies, played games, and just chilled. Nice way to start the weekend. Check, check it! Babylove.

Catapayab, I'll make it up to you guys.








For all of you who disbelieved, WE proved you wrong.

Ngoledge

It's not my place to go and say the things that happened. But last night, without the slightest hesitation or even stopping to question if this was what I really wanted to do, I took action. After receiving that phone call, boom, I threw on a long sleeve and sweats, grabbed keys and left. Thoughts running through my head "Man, if something ever happened to her..I'd--" "Look at yourself, you're in deep" It wasn't bad. You're not a burden. You mean a lot more to me than you know. Consume as much as you can handle, don't go overboard, stay in control. I was a bit disappointed, but what's done is done. No blowing up on eachother or anything of that. Like I said I'm just glad you're okay. Managed to pick up Catapayab also, Saved those two from walking in the cold.

I woke up around 11 today, babe left to Sac for some Family business. I met up with this dude to pick up a little something something, with the money I had. Hopefully this will make me some profit if I decide to sell.

*I got this place I want to show you.
*Still need to watch/finish Good Luck Chuck.


Teeheehee.