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As of right now, all I can say is wow. Other than that, I'm speechless.

The Good Things

BJs was a success. It's a great thing to always know that we both can always make up for an unsuccessful first attempt. Food was good, we now know ourselves well enough that when we are hungry, E V E R Y T H I N G on the menu looks good. It's not a matter of how much it is, it's just a matter of how fast we can order and start eating. Bad case of the 'Hungry Eyes'. We had our talks on the way up, it's true that we have different opinions/views on things, but maybe that's why they say that opposites attract. You're this, I'm that, it's whatever. But it's the fact that you are you that got me to make US. It's who you are, not who you aren't, who you want to be, who you wish you were, it's WHO you are, that I've fallen for. After these 16 months, we still haven't changed much, I'm still the one who can't resist, and you are the one who can. Heh, I guess that's just how we are. Pretty cute conversation when we got into bed as well. Told eachother about our significant others, some pretty cute stuff. =) We just need to go up there one more time, and this time, it's to watch the sunset, set, set, set, set.

It'd be nice, to give my all to my first love, but that's just me. Our first loves.

Visit from Ms Clean

So my girlfriend came over and helped me clean my closet, it's clean, from a pigsty to an organized closet.





Hopefully things go according to plan today, school is about to start, oh boy.

One Year Older

I turned 17 today. Thanks to everyone who went out of their way to say Happy Birthday to me, it means a lot. I didn't do much, just had a family bbq. Ran a lot of errands with my best friend ChrisTofu today as well, you're the greatest, sir. <3

I wrote this for you, but I didn't even get a chance to read it to you.

I dislike "I don't cares", I dislike "it's whatevers"
I know that time apart wont make things between us better
I look forward to your phone calls every single night
Hope you'll call me baby, give in and make things all right
All I want is love, it takes two to make us grow
We've been through things that no one else will ever know
You bring me to my highest and lift me from my lows
And that's just one example of how we grew to be so close
I know at times I can be a handful, everybody has their ways
I could be sensitive, I could have my days
But no one said relationships will ever go your way
At times I drive you crazy, and those times when I'm so slow
We tear eachother down, rebuild, and then we grow
Go through so much, we crash and then we burn
We figure our things out, we laugh and we learn
Now we ain't perfect, it was stated from the start
But I know that you're worth it, I can feel it in my heart
It's TRUTHbeTOLD that I'm into you
When you're gone and far away I'm missing you
And when I'm with you, I'm invincible
You see, I'm writing down this poem, just to let you know
That I mean it when I say, I don't plan on letting go
I'm gonna hold on to what I say and stick to my words
Things that go wrong, out of hand and so absurd
But this is a two way effort, it needs a YOU and ME
You need to want and work for it, things like these are not free
I play my part, you play yours, that's what we need
Don't give it up so easily, that's what I plead

Today wasn't your greatest, and that's understandable, things came up, it's cool. I'm not mad, I know how you feel. Disappointed, frustrated, annoyed, mad, sad, all at the same time. It's a lot to take in, that's why I just wanted to ease your mind. You know I got your back, and that's all I'm trying to do, help you. Stop being so hard on yourself. Went to eat, so our plans didn't go according to plan? You were there, and I was there, isn't that all that matters? Sure, our plans didn't go the way we wanted, I'm not mad, I'm not disappointed, I'm just glad I got to be with you on my day. And now something's up and I don't even know what it is. Telling me all these things, are you trying to tell me something? If that's what you want, I told you to just be straight up with it. I don't know what to say, I don't need a lot, I don't ask for a lot, I just ask for you and your lovin. That's it..now I don't know even know if I should. I'm not so quick to give us up. That's not my first option, even through it all, why do I still want to fight for us? Why? I want to, it's not even close to being because I feel like I should, but I want to. I refuse to give up so easily. But if that's wrong, tell me, tell it to me straight.

Swigga Sixteen

Happy 16 Months to my dearly beloved. Been a struggle, but I'm gonna stick to what I told you last night. I need more days like today with you. I still love you.



Ballin was crazy! Ran full on 5s, it was nice after just running 3s for a while. Thanks to Viray for coming out and playing the last game, you da' man. But now, I'm woddling. My shins hurt, my hip is numb...I need an ice pack, and a masseuse, baby, where are you?! Haha, just kidding.

Recently

I've realized some things. There isn't really a point in some things I do. More of a want, not a need. I'll get used to this. Goodnight wurrrld.

M.I.A

Left Friday, coming back Monday. My day went from being so occupied with you, to almost-completely none of you at all. The drastic change saddens me. I'm up late at night doing nothing when I'm usually asleep with you. I wake up quietly when I usually wake up with the sound of you or your texts. Every text received I wish/think it is you but it's not. Wishful Thinking. Random Rambles.