Oldie

Sunny days, everybody loves them,
Through the good times and bad times
She will always, always be right there
But tell me, can you stand the rain?

High to Low

It was surprisingly cold today. School wasn't anything special. Played against Wilcox today, we won overall. All 3 singles, and doubles 2 won. I'm proud of everyone, but damn did we get lazy after winning the first set -___-. It's all good, tomorrow we're competing in the league finals. Leaving after third period, yikes. I'm tired, and cold, but I can't sleep, not without her at least.

All Day

Wouldn't have had it any other way.
Time.Movie.Walk.Talk.Dinner.Movie.
<3

Those talks, just make it easier for me to see how much we've been through. Nothing comes easy, but pursue what you want, if you try hard enough, you'll attain it.

A slip into my shoes

Well the highly anticipated Jr. Prom was yesterday. I thought it was pretty funny, everyone was thinking of ways to leave school after lunch. The day was pretty interesting, I left 5th period, went to grab some grub with Cayabyab, drove around, he told me some stories. Thanks to my buddy Tofu, for letting me borrow, shows trust. I got you if anything man. Came back, 6th was alright, I got hella sleepy, and left before school was out to Mark's house. Hahaha, just chilled, I like chillin there. Catap and Richard came by, watched some dumb videos, played a series of Mybrute, and then I headed home. Got ready, showered, Cecelia was here, no idea why, haha. Put everything on, Catap, Cayabyab, and Viray, serenaded me..AHAHAHAHAH, damn those guys, putting different words into the verse but it still rhymed, HAHAHA. I then jetted to her house. Greeted the parents, gave flowers, and all that. She was no help at all -___-. By showing respect, I shook their hands with both of my hands. Went back home, said Hi to my mom. Diana was there, haha random. We jetted to Jan's, some heads were there, but more came after. Quick grub, some pictures then off to Crowne Plaza! It was pretty interesting, hellla snacks, haha I like the gatorade. Not bad, pictures were ass though. That was probably the worst part of it. After getting hot and sweaty, met up in the parking lot and decided to go to IHOP. Stayed out until 3, holy it was cold. Got home, waited for girlfriend to call, then boom! Sleep, sleep, sleep. " I know how you feel when you're with my friends now, " It's okay babe<3

Today, I got up around 12, and again, like every other weekend, I was alone..Molly was out at CGA, Dat was in L.A., Hung was M.I.A, and Mom went somewhere. I napped again and woke up at 5. AHAHAHA productive? Zamn...



She's mine! Get away, AHAHAHAHAH.


Where are you?

75%

Today, everyone except Ryan, who was suspended went back, for the team. We ran 5 miles, that's 20 laps, against 534590854mph winds. Everyone finished as a team though, made me proud. Arthur, Fabian, Dan, Justin, Thomas, Jun, Scott and Trufflin' Brian. Fuck the Coach, we're here for you guys.

*Thanks babe.

She finally got her dress, now I just need to get my tie + vest and we're set. Jr. Prom is this Friday, hella quick or what?

St*r testing started today, haha pretty interesting.

Progress

First and foremost, Congratulations Mariel Ashley Soriano aka girlfriend, good job, I'm proud.

Post Office with Catapayab today, pretty fun, ate at Chipotle, walked around, found some dresses for babe, put them on hold, turned in job applications, and picked up some Members Only jackets :D B/W for me.

As of tennis, my season is pretty much over. Conley can't coach for shit, he's a douche, and he doesn't deserve to be Varsity Coach. I'd tell you that straight to your face, you asshole. I refuse to play for such a fucker. Excuse my language, but if you were there, you'd understand.

For the record,

My girlfriend is a jerk. Just because I supposedly take an hour to shower she thinks I take that long on everything! I told her that I was going to brush my teeth like 5 minutes ago, and she assumes I will take an hour. Guess what baby, I'm DONE! HAHAHA if and when you read this, you'll see, that I win, and you'll always lose. =) <3youbabe.

Expectations

Time's of the essence, I need to finish what I started, and pursue what I've long sought for.

Jr. Prom is this Friday, big plans. Last week of school until Spring Break, sweet. Wednesday is a day I'm going to be anticipating, not going to say why. Tennis suspension, dumbest thing I've ever heard in my life, let's see how you guys will do without half of the team. SMH, man. I could care less though, you suck ass at coaching soccer, let alone tennis. What I have left is slowly depleting and planning to keep it like that. I'm keeping the pairs with sentimental value, Lightnings & Babe. HAH, long story, she likes them, and they were one of my grails, 'nuff said. I need to start trying in school, I have a 3.4 and my mom is going crazy. Sold some stuff over the course of the week, nothing too big. Doing another meet up today, Sharks + Stussy shirt for Homeguns + $50, resell, profit. TRUTHbeTOLD's mindset.
I still need to get pins or a hanger thing to hang up the poster that babe made. Those things that we talk about at night; "If you were here" "Why can't you be here", if it was possible, <3. I'm tired, but I don't want to sleep, not yet at least. Hold it, hold my pinky, please.

http://ngoface.mybrute.com
I've been playing that damn thing all week, haha managed to get some heads to play also.

G.A.D

Good Ass Day

School was nice actually, donuts during 2nd, free sandwiches during brunch, fire drill during 3rd, and yada yada. I actually hug my girlfriend when I say Hi to her now. Haha, took me a year to do. YEE! Afterschool, Raymond "airRML32" Lazaro stopped by, said wsup and whatnot. I then walked and met up with girlfriend, and walked her hooome =). After that met up with The Brothas, dropped of Jesse, Jonathan and Mark at school then Tofu and I jetted to Fremont to meet up with Dj Shellshock. Waited about 10-20 mins then he came. Bye-bye Royals and Takashis, $280 pocketed. Ate at Jack in the Box and then drove to Savers, CAME UP! Tofu found two Gucci Belts, in black and white, no idea if it's legit or not, Gucci is Gucci. Fuh,Fuh,Fake. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Drove back and then kicked it for a bit, played some Street Fighter IV, and homeboy bounced because he needed to drop some bombs. No one is home now, but today was a good ass day, I was in a good mood all day. Wish it was like this all the time.

Hellloooo Babylove<3

Slow Return

FAIL! Blog got erased, so I'm gonna blog about whatever I remember.

School was cooool, brought the girlfriend's poster with me into Math. Afterschool Matt and I met up with The Brothas; Tofu, Jesse, Jonathan, along with Jeremie and Ashley for $1 Milk Teazz. Driving back was pretty chill, "YOU DA FUHKING BEST! WHO DA FUHKING BEST? YOU DA FUHKING BEST!" HAHAHHAHA. Afterschool saw girlfriend, so I walked up to her and gave her some, then asked me to go around with her to put up flyers. After walked to TK Noodle with her friends with the addition of Catap. We ate, then departed to Tap. Express, she bought a Milk Tea w/ baby pearls, walked to Nob Hill, looked around, got nothing then walked to the park and just chilled like how we used to. Man, I missed it. Truffle and Ashley were walking around there, it was interesting. I missed days like this though, felt good to do it again. Walked back to Nob Hill, and then got picked up. I need to go to the P.O., need to ships Medicoms, True Reds, and my 28-80mm lens. SHIPPED. Done Deal.

On a brighter note, proud to hear your decision. Stick to what you believe in, just take everything heads on! Make papa proud.

It was nice just relaxing for a change, I enjoyed it.<3

Mark, I got you no matter what man. No homo.
Catap got a whack ass pooh bear eraser thing, AHAHAHAHA.

Em, you are a boooooooob. =)

My brutes died 3 times in a row...Ngoface + Krooked Ginyou Fawrce.

Anniversary

We made it. One whole year. I know I should be sleeping right now, but I couldn't sleep in the first place. We both stayed up pretty late, finishing homework and what not, I managed to talk to her for a good 6 minutes before she fell asleep. Haha <3. But seriously though, One Year! 365 freaking days. I'll tell you straight up though, it wasn't easy, sure at first it seems like that because it's new and hot. But once all that cools down you gotta see if there is more than just the initial attraction. I never knew I was capable of making it this far. Now I can say "Happy Anniversary", no months or anything, it's one complete year. We've been put through the worst scenarios and we've cherished the best. But lately, we haven't been at our best, and I'm sorry. I'm not saying that it's only been me, or only you, but US. For the past month, we've been preoccupied with so much that we didn't have time for eachother, and because of that it led to mishaps, and dilemmas. Reassurance is key. But just sitting down, and thinking about everything that we've been through really makes me proud to call her my girlfriend. She didn't give up on me, and she knew I wouldn't have given up on her. I don't know what's in store for us next, but I'm living for the time now, not for the future. Hardships, Sacrifices, Compromises, and Agreements, essential in every relationship. If you want something bad enough, you're gonna work for it, you're gonna prove and show it why you deserve it. You're gonna sacrifice, and put forth time and effort to make things go the way you want. You're gonna compromise, because things will not go your way all the time. You're gonna have to come to a mutual understanding, reciprocal, give forth the exact amount received. It's still from yours to mine. It's still bewithme. It's still like no other. It's still 106%. It's still M<3C, and C<3M. It's still You&Me. It's still you're mine and I'm yours. It's still gorilla and butthole, jerk and crab, baboon and darkness. Whatever it is, as long as you're mine. I wouldn't want it any other way. I'm Chris, I make mistakes, but I'm still yours. No words, just a feeling. But remember, nothing is forced, you're here because you want to be. Free Will.
Happy Anniversary, love.

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I was up, just reading my old posts. Zamn, the things that happened.

@ Tofu's crib, haven't been here since Freshman year. good man picked me up at school, and we just chilled. showed me this Drama, 'Devil Beside You' deeeep. haha but recapping, I've managed to see the girlfriend after 10 days. hung out with her for the past two days.

--I thought everything was gonna be okay. "I wanna be here, but I don't" so what am I supposed to do? I told you I wouldn't let you get up and just leave. I tried to help her sort out what she wants, I'm just tryna help her. "I got 'chu" I honestly just thought though, everything was slowly beginning to be like how it was, and I thought if we were able to compromise that things we be the same again. but I guess that's just wishful thinking, I wanna make it work, I've never tried to ever keep anyone. you told me that you just wanted to bewithme, that it's only gonna be you and me. words are just words. things can change, that's what she told me. but even yet, I still refuse to let go. why? I thought about it, you can ask anyone that knows me, I've never tried to keep anything, it would always be a okay, I'm done too right when I hear that she's losing it. but I'm still here, this is something different. "you'll be okay without me" you wouldn't know, it's not that easy to take in, I don't know how you can just say it so easily. I know you'll be okay, but I'm not tryna push you away. I just wanna know, if you wanna stay then stay, but if you wanna leave, you shouldn't do anything you don't wanna do. WE are supposed to be in this because we both wanna be. but it's no longer we if theres only one person who's feeling that way. I'll let you know though, I'll stick with you throughout the whole thing, you lemme know what you wanna do. cause you know, and you know well how I feel. I let you know everyday, I still feel that way. your dream caught me by surprise though. "be with me, why? just be with me. why? i just want you to be with me. why? please, just be with me." I'm not gonna beg you to stay, even though I want you to more than anything. 'I don't wanna be without you' remember that? I still wanna be with you. but does any of that mean anything anymore? does anything mean anything anymore? is there anything left? it's like the tighter I hold onto you, the faster you slip. figure something. I don't wanna be asking for too much, so if I am, lemme know.

pushing you away is the last thing I'd ever wanna do. you know that for a fact. whatever makes you happy.

man..

*hope I didn't wake you up too late =X haha 10:06, I aimed for it, just stepped out and busted out my phone, dialed and boom, you were still asleep. I like the way she sounds we she first wakes up...

orange poop, giant, baboon, gorilla, elephant.

I know you read this Chris, favorite this. HAHAHA love you dawgsz