All Walls Down

Haven't done this in awhile, past weeks were good actually. I need to buy myself a parking permit on Monday though, got caught up twice times already hahaha. Managed to pick up/trade/sell majority of the things I had over the course of the week as well. Picked up some White Lasers, Mars. Said goodbye to Columbias and Chicagos though...I think he came up this time.

I've finished both Crows Zero and Crows Zero 2, movie is good. Makes me want to go out, and with my group, annihilate and dominate all. Hahah.


Everything was going well, it's the indecisiveness that ruins everything. I frequent 'I don't knows' from us that is the downfall. Maybe it was wrong of me to suggest those things. I was never a good planner. But I guess some thing's just never change. I don't know, maybe my unwillingness to do it is my downfall. Who knows now. Maybe I shouldn't suggest fixing at all.

It's my little cousin's birthday tomorrow, probably going to pick him up a little something something. Happy Early Birthday Andrew, you walking piece of atomic poo particles.

I decide for myself;

If you don't give up, then I won't give up.


No rush, no rash decisions, that we never how we did things. Just be straight up with it.

17

It's the 6th today, and I don't know if I should say Happy 17 Months or not. It only gets tougher and tougher, but I already knew that from the beginning. If it happens then it will happen. We'll see if things fall into place. Give up? Nah, I'm giving it everything, that way, if it doesn't work, I'll know it's because it wasn't meant, not because I didn't try.



Yeah, I remember[ed].

Doing Too Much

What you said Friday night stumped me. It seems that Friday nights are never our best. I seem to care too much, even when we aren't together. You made me realize that we aren't. Whether it stays like this, work up, or down hasn't been decided yet.

And in the midst of all this;

I still just want to be with you. I'll wait, I gave you my word. Don't ask me if it's worth it because I know it is. I want to go back, back to being the happiest I ever was.