Screw^

I know, I always mess up. I need to learn from it. But I've realized, that both you and I mean too much to eachother, I know, the things I tend to say are hard to believe, and you think that I just say it because that's what I feel at the time. But I'm not the type of guy who would say something to life your spirits only for that time. I've told you that I'll hold on, I've told you that I'm not letting you go, not letting us go. And I haven't done so, not only because I've told you I wasn't going to, but because I refuse to. I understand that we have problems, and we fight, but the ever will I result in us splitting. US is what I go by. US is what I go for. US is my motivation, US makes me happy. You make me happy, and I'm sorry if I ever take you for granted. I know at any given moment, if you wanted to leave you would've. Our relationship is no obligation, that's been understood already. We're here because we both want to. It's never because we feel we have to. And yknow, I'm sorry if I call you babe, or baby, at the wrong times, but yknow. Through thick and thin, ups and downs, no matter what...you still and always will be my baby. That's why I say it, just because we're on bad terms, it doesn't mean you're not anymore. That's my mindset. We've been through a lot, I wouldn't lie to myself, and I wouldn't lie about how I feel to you. I just need to be more open when it comes to things that bother me. I just need to learn to do that. I just need to. You told me that you didn't want me to let go, and I don't want you to either. I still believe that. trUSt.


Cherish these things. Don't take them for granted. Appreciate it. I don't want to realize this only when bad things happen, we should always realize this.