Straight up

" You know it's worth it when all you do is try "

Yeah, it's not gonna be easy, it's not gonna be all smiles and laughter all the time, but that's what you gotta fight for. We've made through 6 months of ups and downs. How would it be so easy for me just to let go? How would it be so easy for me slip? Yeah, I'm sorry if and when I make you mad. I don't act the way I do because I'm losing it. Sometimes though, when you say "Sure, I guess, Whatever" it just makes me feel uneasy, I'm comfortable with you enough to let you know straight up. But, if you're trying to throw everything at me, trying to see if I'd really stick to my word when I said that I'm gonna stick with you then go ahead, I'll prove to you, with and next to you, is where I wanna be. It's just sometimes, you act like you don't want it. I told you I don't wanna fight and fuss with you no more, it brings eachother nothing but uneasiness. I still feel the same way I do. Splitting up, is not a factor in my head. Get through it. I'll let you know straight up, if I didn't wanna be here, I wouldn't. "No Obligations" remember?

I'd never say anything that I don't mean. Do you remember that story you told me about your English teacher? 10-11 years? If you really want it, you're gonna fight for it. You gotta have to want it. I'm fighting for it, I've always been fighting for it, because I've always wanted it. It's worth it, you're worth it. Just know that.


Met Molly's boyprend today, he's cool. Ate at Subway's, went to Frozo's and then chilled at the usual park with my girlfriend. I walked home after, then Mom picked me up at Golfland.


Please, I just want it to be you&me. still, like how it always was.