Not an option

Even when we have those fusses, arguments, fights, I don't see letting go of everything we fought so hard to keep as an option. Fix it, you guys been through worse times, why can't you guys hold on to this now? That's how I see things.

Ground rules; only do it if you want to, it's not obligation.

6 Months, we've been through a lot, and not once have I even a little bit ever thought of letting go. Remember when I told you I couldn't picture myself without you? It's still true, still babe. I won't lose sight of what we have just because of a dilemma we have. I got you, you know it, and I know if I was busy doing anything, that you'd help me too, but I'm not doing anything, so the least I can do, is support you in any way possible. No second guesses, no turning back. It's you and me, M+C, that's how it supposed to be. Me, who was thought to be a guy who wasn't relationship capable, and you who couldn't stay committed and maintain a long relationship. But look, look how things have changed, for the better, all for the better. Once it comes to that person, things change, see things in a different way, completely whole different feeling. And it's that feeling I get, everytime I'm with you. No being uncomfortable, being our complete selves when around eachother, no need to impress, no need to do anything special. Maybe once in awhile to spice things up ;) sike.
"What if you didn't care as much as you did?"
"What do you mean?"
"What if we were like other couples? And weren't able to pull through?"
"Then there wouldn't be an us..."
But, I'm thankful because I do care so much, that I do choose to hold on to you rather than let you go. I'm thankful everyday that I have you, and that's why I refuse to let everything that we've fought to hold on to, everything that we built since day one fade away. All the things that we're about, still, even now, things just keep adding. It's a legitimate legitimacy :P I hope you know that babe.

"I'll be here for you before all of it, and after all of it."
"What about during?"
"And during too."
"But you didn't say it! =("
"You should already know that...=)"

Iheartyou, MarielAshleySoriano.


*Babe, I'm sorry if I made you late, I hope you didn't get into trouble =X