8.26.2008

Is that okay?

I've been thinking about it...
I don't want you doing something you don't want to do, you know that. if you don't want me holding on anymore, all you need to do is say so. if you dont' want me here, I won't be.
you're here, only if you want to be. not because you feel that you need to. there's no obligation.

Only if you mean it.
Only if you really want it.
Only if you're 106% sure.
Only if that's what you want.
Only if that's what you feel.

You say here is where you wanna be, and to bewithme, no one else is to be my gorilla, baboon, moose, Marielephant, baby, babe, babylove, no one else, but you. and if that's the case, show it. prove to me that this is what you want. I've held on like I've always been. it just bothers me, it was just a couple nights ago, the night before school started that you've told me how you felt, and how sure you were of how you felt about us, and just last night, all that completely changed. I'm not tryna pick a fight with you, I know you don't want it, and I most certainly don't want it. I just want you to stick with it because that's what YOU, yourself decided, not because you feel you need to be here for me. you know I care, you know that I need and want you.

I'm giving you my all, using all that I've got.
You mean a lot more to me than you think.
I've spilled my heart out to you.
I'm doing all this because I want to.

1 comment:

kevincatap said...

Hahaha, im mentioned! It's koo having a class with you too, Mr. Bautista is koo.