all or nothing

I don't get it.

it's like the things that mean the most to me, mean nothing to you. I loved what you told me in the morning yesterday, it practically made my day. the things I thought I'd never hear again, was said from your mouth yesterday.

what kills me is I don't know what you want, what you feel, or if you even mean anything you say.

we were doing fine, picking up the pieces that we dropped, I was so happy that we were fighting back to be together. but what happened?

you tell me you want it, you don't act like you want it.

maybe you don't want it anymore, maybe you're that sure. and for you saying that I'll be okay, you don't know, I don't say that stuff easily. you know you'll be okay? that's fine, that's you. I try to talk to you, but it's that vibe, that damn vibe. ' what? ' 'okay' 'nothing!' 'sorry' thats all that was said.

breaking up isn't always my first option when things go wrong, letting go isn't something I strive for. for me, when it comes to something legit, some for reals I fight to hold on. even now, when we're like this, I don't just jump to breaking up as my first resort.

____thick and thin, the bad outweighs the good sometime, but that doesn't mean we're supposed to give it up, my problems are yours, and yours are mine. this can only be as good as we both make it, but we gotta make it work, we gotta make it work.

even now, I'm still 106% sure, that here is where I wanna stay. and it's you, I wanna be with. I've told you everything. I'm still sure, and I still feel all that. believe me, trUSt it.