8.28.2008

I want it

school has been a hassle, but it's mandatory.

I hate this feeling that I have, this feeling that there is always something wrong, it's this feeling I get now that I know she's not the same. it's her choice, and it's what she feels but how come it feels that everything I do doesn't seem to change anything? I refuse to let this go, question me all you want, go ahead, ask me "are you sure you wanna keep this?" "are you sure you don't wanna to leave?" "aren't you fed up?" No.-----

I want to say Hi Babe, I want to give her hugs during school, I wanna be with her regardless what anyone says, or anything at all. I want to, but why can't I? I see her, instead of saying Hi Baby, I walk pass. why? why is it when I see her, I get this vibe, 'what are you doing here?' all the things that she has said, all the things that have touched my heart, when we go through these type of things I think if they even mean anything to you anymore. Always, Bewithme, You&Me, 106%, no one else can compare, all of you and only you,Keeper[us], mean it, Faithful, Devoted, Committed, Dedicated, AllAboutYou, NoMatterWhat...What we're about. the little things. I have time for friends, and I have time for family, I need time with you. maybe, just maybe, I had too much of you, and now that I rarely have time with you anymore, I'm acting up. I would do anything to have us back where we were. I need to act on this, I'm not gonna sit here and let my pride take this one person that means so much to me slip away. I refuse to, I...just can't. all I need is just to be with you, just you, and I'll be fine, we can sit there and do nothing, we can do the same thing everyday, and as long as you're with me, I'm fine, to me, that's what really matters.

yknow, everytime you call. "Cause I can't breathe when you talk to me, I can't breathe when you're touching me, I suffocate when you're away from me so much love you take from me" that ringtone, my heart jumps. I race upstairs even if you called just to say Hi. I still have that feeling, but why can't I just act on it. I'm so sure of everything, of myself, of what I feel. ACTONIT!

I’m tryna find these words to say

Make it so that I dont look gay

I’m a butthole she’s a crab

Loves to pinch and twist my flab

She’s demanding and aggressive

I like it, call it obsessive?

She’s ticklish and she twitches

Loves PBSJ sandwiches

Man she is like no other

Can't resist I have to touch her

We have our alone time, I call it bewithme

Had our ups and downs, but dont let go too easily easily

Little fights, no biggie, just like changes in the weather

Whatever we do, as long as we do it together, its better

Take it slow, or speed it up, like a frog with that hiccup

You are messed up like ketchup, shoot that was a set up

Everything said was meant, and all feelings are true

Im gonna stick to one, baby I'm gonna stick with you

One&only, stay close babe, it's You&Me

It’s from mines to yours, you feel my heart beat?

Faithful, devoted, committed, and dedicated

Baby, we got this, aren't you glad that we made it

You’re mine, and I’m yours, being careful not careless

Knowing I dont like sharing, sorry, a little selfish

Respect, babe I'll understand and I'll cope

Remember that dream, where all you did was said nope!?

Everyday feelings grow deeper

Won't let go, she's a keeper

Keep us, is what I'll do

Stay true, I'll be to you

Cause beb, we are a team

Head over head over heels, we may seem

It’s true, baby no lie

With you, no feelings hide

No turning back, no second thoughts

Still can't believe that we got caught

Not too little, and not too much

I'm in the mood with just one touch

I’m tryna say, happy 1 month

Keep it, because 1 month’s not enough...nugga to the 486th power.

I<3you,>


remember?
(2:17:57 PM): I don't want to see you with anyone else. I don't want to move on and i don't want you too either. I want to be the one you call babe. Or the one that stays up with you. The one that falls asleep in any random moment. The one you wake up to in the middle of the night just to say 'baby'.
(2:18:09 PM): i second that motion
(2:18:16 PM): go ahead ms president, follow through with it
Baby(2:18:37 PM): all in favor say aye
Baby(2:18:47 PM): all oppose say nay
(2:19:12 PM): AYE!
Baby(2:19:43 PM): you&me, APPOVED!
(2:21:39 PM): but are you sure about everything?
Babe(2:22:17 PM): baby, you didn't force me to say those words.. it's from me, from my heart. remember? From mine to yours<3
how did it change?

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