Realization

Now that you are gone for my morning, I don't really have anything to keep me in bed. For the past couple of days I managed to clean my room, finally hung up some posters and such. Even though it's just morning class, kinda feels like forever. Stumbling upon all of our things from previous months, really made me think. We've been through a lot. And look, even now we're still just progressing. I know what I have, and what I want. Amazing thing is, I have both, you are what I want, and you are what I am planning to keep. 4 days. Feels like weeks. I guess this is just what happens when you go from happily seeing someone for the majority of the week to not seeing them at all. I miss you. I'm not gonna lie. "I'm not afraid to admit it anymore" I'm glad I'm not the only one. She's mine. And I miss her like crazy.


I need to start making money. Jobs? Shoes aren't selling for me. XIIIs, VIs, and Is are mo fuggin hard to sell. I need to start working out again too.