MarielAshleySoriano

people break up for the wrong reasons, sometimes they are too full of frustration to have a clear head of what to hold onto and what to let go. I know what I'm holding onto. I hold nothing back and hide nothing when it comes to her. she's my other half. she's the better part, the lighter side, the cream filling in an Oreo. I'm being true. Team. I've told her, for the first time in my life, never said it to anyone before, but I've told it to her. yours, and mine. I got chu boss, baby, babe, elephant, gorilla, baboon, moose, captain, lieutenant. always.

wholeheartedly. all of it and only it.

all or nothing

I don't get it.

it's like the things that mean the most to me, mean nothing to you. I loved what you told me in the morning yesterday, it practically made my day. the things I thought I'd never hear again, was said from your mouth yesterday.

what kills me is I don't know what you want, what you feel, or if you even mean anything you say.

we were doing fine, picking up the pieces that we dropped, I was so happy that we were fighting back to be together. but what happened?

you tell me you want it, you don't act like you want it.

maybe you don't want it anymore, maybe you're that sure. and for you saying that I'll be okay, you don't know, I don't say that stuff easily. you know you'll be okay? that's fine, that's you. I try to talk to you, but it's that vibe, that damn vibe. ' what? ' 'okay' 'nothing!' 'sorry' thats all that was said.

breaking up isn't always my first option when things go wrong, letting go isn't something I strive for. for me, when it comes to something legit, some for reals I fight to hold on. even now, when we're like this, I don't just jump to breaking up as my first resort.

____thick and thin, the bad outweighs the good sometime, but that doesn't mean we're supposed to give it up, my problems are yours, and yours are mine. this can only be as good as we both make it, but we gotta make it work, we gotta make it work.

even now, I'm still 106% sure, that here is where I wanna stay. and it's you, I wanna be with. I've told you everything. I'm still sure, and I still feel all that. believe me, trUSt it.

_ _ _ are for real

I was excited today! oh man, well I woke up early, kinda. got ready, bounced, met up with Tim and tuan, walked to the locker because C-Dawg forgot his key. after I walked to 1st, it was alright. 2nd was okay, starting to draw more. end of break I went up to the girlfriend's group, said wsup to people and walked her to class, which was my class too. played with bubbles in class! keWwlzZ right? played with Steffan'y D40, snapped shots, went to 4th and I am still amazed with what Mr. Bautista's smartboard can do. lunch chilled, a lot more people are at the table now, watched the Bboys do their thaaang, MarkC, Francis, Kevin, Andrew, Allen, MarkA, Juan, hella bossy. it got hella hot, so went back to the spot. 5th was laid back, did book work, again. 6th walked around to deliver slips, damn it was hella hot! Lisa walked with me for a bit. went back organized stuff, chilled then like 4 minutes before 6th period was over I left and walked towards my lockers. I do that purposely everyday, just so I can see her, because coincidentally her class is on the other side of where my locker is. after school was what I looked forward to most. Guys played against Girl's Varsity. line ups included, Bryan-1, Ryan-2, Dan-3, Arthur-4, Fabian+I-D1, Truffle+Josh-D2, Justin+Jun-D3. Andrewx2 played an exhibition game. singles played best of 3 sets, and doubles played a pro 8 game set. I wanted to play singles, but whatever, need to brush up on Dream Team's performance. we won, 8-3, finshed first Doubles2 won 8-5, Doubles3 won 8-5, Singles1 won 6-0,6-0, Singles2 won 6-3, 3-6, 6-4, Singles3 LOST! no idea what score is, but Singles4 won also. Exhibition, lost and Dan lost. everyone else won. GOOD JOB THOUGH GIRLS! I heard we're gonna be playing something like this every 2-3 weeks, so hopefully this year the girl's team will be beast! gorilla came, I called her after I finished, met up with her cause yeah she wanted to watch Vivian play. made her a little poster and all that, it was nice. beb left with Vivian after Vivian got her things. I just chilled at school hit with Jun, Josh, Truffle, we were just seeing who could blast the ball and keep it in the most. I went home, and showered, I smelled quite funky.

---we're working on it. the outcome of this depends on how much effort we both put into it. this time, I'm holding nothing back, going all out, giving you all I've got.

I want it

school has been a hassle, but it's mandatory.

I hate this feeling that I have, this feeling that there is always something wrong, it's this feeling I get now that I know she's not the same. it's her choice, and it's what she feels but how come it feels that everything I do doesn't seem to change anything? I refuse to let this go, question me all you want, go ahead, ask me "are you sure you wanna keep this?" "are you sure you don't wanna to leave?" "aren't you fed up?" No.-----

I want to say Hi Babe, I want to give her hugs during school, I wanna be with her regardless what anyone says, or anything at all. I want to, but why can't I? I see her, instead of saying Hi Baby, I walk pass. why? why is it when I see her, I get this vibe, 'what are you doing here?' all the things that she has said, all the things that have touched my heart, when we go through these type of things I think if they even mean anything to you anymore. Always, Bewithme, You&Me, 106%, no one else can compare, all of you and only you,Keeper[us], mean it, Faithful, Devoted, Committed, Dedicated, AllAboutYou, NoMatterWhat...What we're about. the little things. I have time for friends, and I have time for family, I need time with you. maybe, just maybe, I had too much of you, and now that I rarely have time with you anymore, I'm acting up. I would do anything to have us back where we were. I need to act on this, I'm not gonna sit here and let my pride take this one person that means so much to me slip away. I refuse to, I...just can't. all I need is just to be with you, just you, and I'll be fine, we can sit there and do nothing, we can do the same thing everyday, and as long as you're with me, I'm fine, to me, that's what really matters.

yknow, everytime you call. "Cause I can't breathe when you talk to me, I can't breathe when you're touching me, I suffocate when you're away from me so much love you take from me" that ringtone, my heart jumps. I race upstairs even if you called just to say Hi. I still have that feeling, but why can't I just act on it. I'm so sure of everything, of myself, of what I feel. ACTONIT!

I’m tryna find these words to say

Make it so that I dont look gay

I’m a butthole she’s a crab

Loves to pinch and twist my flab

She’s demanding and aggressive

I like it, call it obsessive?

She’s ticklish and she twitches

Loves PBSJ sandwiches

Man she is like no other

Can't resist I have to touch her

We have our alone time, I call it bewithme

Had our ups and downs, but dont let go too easily easily

Little fights, no biggie, just like changes in the weather

Whatever we do, as long as we do it together, its better

Take it slow, or speed it up, like a frog with that hiccup

You are messed up like ketchup, shoot that was a set up

Everything said was meant, and all feelings are true

Im gonna stick to one, baby I'm gonna stick with you

One&only, stay close babe, it's You&Me

It’s from mines to yours, you feel my heart beat?

Faithful, devoted, committed, and dedicated

Baby, we got this, aren't you glad that we made it

You’re mine, and I’m yours, being careful not careless

Knowing I dont like sharing, sorry, a little selfish

Respect, babe I'll understand and I'll cope

Remember that dream, where all you did was said nope!?

Everyday feelings grow deeper

Won't let go, she's a keeper

Keep us, is what I'll do

Stay true, I'll be to you

Cause beb, we are a team

Head over head over heels, we may seem

It’s true, baby no lie

With you, no feelings hide

No turning back, no second thoughts

Still can't believe that we got caught

Not too little, and not too much

I'm in the mood with just one touch

I’m tryna say, happy 1 month

Keep it, because 1 month’s not enough...nugga to the 486th power.

I<3you,>

remember?
(2:17:57 PM): I don't want to see you with anyone else. I don't want to move on and i don't want you too either. I want to be the one you call babe. Or the one that stays up with you. The one that falls asleep in any random moment. The one you wake up to in the middle of the night just to say 'baby'.
(2:18:09 PM): i second that motion
(2:18:16 PM): go ahead ms president, follow through with it
Baby(2:18:37 PM): all in favor say aye
Baby(2:18:47 PM): all oppose say nay
(2:19:12 PM): AYE!
Baby(2:19:43 PM): you&me, APPOVED!
(2:21:39 PM): but are you sure about everything?
Babe(2:22:17 PM): baby, you didn't force me to say those words.. it's from me, from my heart. remember? From mine to yours<3
how did it change?

"trust me"

be 106% sure.

I'm Chris
I'm the feet.
I'm not the Head.
I'm not the Chief.
I'm not the Captain.
I'm at times, the Boss.
I'm not the Lieutenant.
but no matter what, I'm still yours.

You're Mariel.
You're not the feet.
You're the Head.
You're the Chief.
You're the Boss.
You're the Captain.
You're the Lieutenant.
and You're still mine.

----if that's okay.

she said trust me. I always have.

again again and again

blogspot acted up last night/this morning.

woke up unusually early, couldn't go back to sleep so I just laid in bed until it was time for me to get ready for school. did the usual morning routine, walked to 1st it was cool. 2nd was ok, drew a Turtle! bossy. 3rd was alright, we started reading from the textbook -____-. 4th, Bautista gave us homework, again. he has some pretty cool quotes. "Bloom where you were planted." "Your mind is like a parachute, it only functions when it is opened." 5th was laid back got our textbooks and discs, and 6th is probably as of now my favorite period; Office Aid! delivered some slips, and schedules and the rest of the time just walked around and chilled with JV. afterschool met up with the gang, walked to the courts, I guess Molly called and I didn't hear so I was left at school until 5:30. gorilla called, she asked what I was doing, she wanted to say Hi. so I was at the courts with the guys and girl's tennis team until beb called. I hung out with baboon afterschool, she told me about her day, and stuff. just laid back and chilled at the tables by the cafeteria. I enjoyed it. Wednesday tomorrow, Richard and Mark, Frozo's hopefully. finish up my homework, I need to.

Is that okay?

I've been thinking about it...
I don't want you doing something you don't want to do, you know that. if you don't want me holding on anymore, all you need to do is say so. if you dont' want me here, I won't be.
you're here, only if you want to be. not because you feel that you need to. there's no obligation.

Only if you mean it.
Only if you really want it.
Only if you're 106% sure.
Only if that's what you want.
Only if that's what you feel.

You say here is where you wanna be, and to bewithme, no one else is to be my gorilla, baboon, moose, Marielephant, baby, babe, babylove, no one else, but you. and if that's the case, show it. prove to me that this is what you want. I've held on like I've always been. it just bothers me, it was just a couple nights ago, the night before school started that you've told me how you felt, and how sure you were of how you felt about us, and just last night, all that completely changed. I'm not tryna pick a fight with you, I know you don't want it, and I most certainly don't want it. I just want you to stick with it because that's what YOU, yourself decided, not because you feel you need to be here for me. you know I care, you know that I need and want you.

I'm giving you my all, using all that I've got.
You mean a lot more to me than you think.
I've spilled my heart out to you.
I'm doing all this because I want to.

day one

today was the first day of school. I met up with BigHeadRich + Tim in the morning, then saw Justin and Fabian. Happy Birthday Fabiooo, btw. 1st period English was coo, I have it with Tofu, Jesse, Jeremy, and Tyler, Mrs. Dave (Davay). 2nd period, Arts chilled with Calvin, nothing out of the ordinary, did a word search, then checked my bag and then I discovered some goodies. some photos, and some pieces of paper with poop stains on it. she did it all on one day, and here I thought she recently made the stuff. uhh met up with the gang at brunch, chilled, then walked to 3rd with Steffany. to my surprise I saw RichardV, Josh, MichelleD, and babe. I know, 2 years, and in both of my years in the science department I have it with her -____-, she completely can't get enough of me, but damn, 2 years? it's like meant to be or somethaaang. 4th I walked with Richard to Math, I saw Truffle, Catap, and both Amery and Ashley. that class was chill, Lunch was fine, chilled with Tim and Tuan. 5th was chill too, I have History with nigga Christian again! haha, chilled with Mannix then met up with JV to go scout for classes in need of a TA. PE was packed, walked to the Library, they were filled, so we walked to the Office, last resort. I was accepted, JV wasn't so fortunate, GPA was too low. my mission today was to just open doors for people, it's a pretty chill 6th period. after class I chilled with Jesse, C-Dawg and McNiven walked around then met up with the Tennis heads at the courts, hit a little, then they left to TK for Fabian's birthday lunch, I was supposed to go too, but Justin wanted me to stay to get Fabian's gift + go see his lover. met up with Christine Le, I rode her longboard, oh shoot that thing is hilariously fast. saw Peter Nguyen, walked to the bandroom, saw NiggaNguyen again, and then headed towards the courts, mom called said Molly just got out so I had to walk to her school. got picked up and then headed home. babe called, to "check up on things" cute I guess, since I didn't get to talk to her much today, not even a passing glance. I wonder if that's how it's gonna be all year, I don't know. finished up my homework, that's about it. Deangelo called and asked if I wanted to go to Shabu Shabu with the main heads, I don't know if I can make it because I gotta watch the cousins, maybe though.



I don't know dude.
things are fucked up, tryna piece things together.
just got me thinking.
support.
when I need it most.

Questions

you fucked up, just admit it.

what if my license plate said I<3MARES?

yesterday was Finals, I think I did pretty well didn't know like 2 problems or so. got home, family went shopping, bought a jacket and some speakers. --something like that.

today I started my day with talking to babe, she left me to go running and I just laid in bed until 10 or so. just walked around the house, cleaned up and then decided to bike over to Truffle's place, chilled with him for a bit, and then walked over to the courts and met up with Josh. babe called and so I met up with her and then we walked to the bus stop. waited then got on, first time she's been on a bus since 8th grade! see? I'd do just about anything for and with her. we got to the mall and walked around, got to the theater and decided to watch Dark Knight at 2:50. we had like an hour or so we decided to walk back in the mall, saw Kevin posting up outside by the movies, we went in and decided to grab some grub. we very indecisive, HAHAH, don't deny it babe. so we got some bourbon chicken + potato things + noodles at Cajun Grill then babe got some curly fries at Arby's a medium + a large, and I got a big lemonade at Hot Dog on a stick, mmm! we saw Vivian and Katie while we were eating. after we had some badass food coma, so we just went into Spencers and browsed. then we decided just to go into the movies early to sit down. here I thought everyone has already watched Dark Knight, but boy was I wrong. there was a decent amount of people watching. ;]. after the movie we just kept walking around, saw more people, Kevin S., Tim, the rest of NSC; Kevin C. and Corey, saw Chico, Christina, Sembrano, and Brandon. also saw Michelle DeLeon and Christina walked around with them for a bit, they bought a smoothie with straight up coins HAHA. we just walked around, spent my day with her, around 7 or so I walked with her towards her house in the pines. took some nice pictures in the sunset =]. met her cousins and then I was comfortable because she had someone to walk with. I walked to the bus stop, damn the bus took forever! babe called apparently to make sure that I was safe. haha, got off the bus around 8:00, ran to Truffle's grabbed my bike and jetted my ass home. got home around 8:30-8:40 the family was over, made burgers, and all that gourmet stuff. I'm pooped, going to bed. babe.

inlove,ilove. with,you.

keep it together

finals tomorrow + last day of summer school.

tennis has been good to me, no frustration whatsoever.
hit with Truffle and Fabian, watched girls tryouts, cuts are Friday.

babe called outta nowhere to tell me she finished her book, she read 100 something pages in one day...I can't say nothing else but amazing. it would literally take me a week to maybe read that many pages.

*keep it together, no matter what.

Thankful.

5 days in a row

yesterday's blog is on Myspace. [www.myspace.com/naagggaas] blogspot was acting up yesterday. today I woke up early, I got ready, called up my girlfriend at 8:15 on the dot! to wake her up, so yknow she can get ready and all that. Justin called and Fabian texted, I got ready and bounced. got to school called up McNiven, chilled with him for a bit. my number was like 25731 or something, hella long, we just chilled, it was nice weather in the morning. not cold, nor was there any sun! dope shiet. turned in paperwork, took ID picture and all that. don't ask how mine looks, you've probably heard that everyone's card whether is like hella blown up on their face, or they facial color is red or orange. hahaha I look like a tomato -____-. after we headed to the courts. hit for a bit, Arthur came out, they got hungry around 12, so Fabian, Trin, Jimmy, Dan, and Romer headed to TK. Justin left to Nob Hill to see his lover. go there ate, went over to grab some $1 milk teas. hella cheap, I never knew. after headed back to school, hit, Truffle along with Josh and Steffany and some other 'sophomores' came out. chilled, Steffany snapped shots with her fancy new D40. played doubles, won 6-2. babe called, good timing too cause I was just about to finish up and call her. met up, she showed me her picture, I showed her mines. walked to Augustine, chilled in the nice shade. enjoyed her company, cause I think starting tomorrow, her schedule is gonna be full. walked back to school, she met up with Jennifer, I didn't wanna make Jennifer feel like a third wheel so I left. saw Angelica and her main squeeeze. said wsup, then headed towards the courts. girls was having their tryouts. Truffle and Josh were still there, we just watched. hella serious time, no one was fooling around, because usually it would be Truffle and me cracking jokes on the coach, but yeah, not today. they finished up, I hit with the guys for a bit, girlfriend and Jennifer passed by. brother picked me up, went home, ate. babe called, I knew it was her, because she's the only person on my phone who's ringtone is suffocate. so yknow, I sang along when I was running up stairs. she called just to see wsup, told me that the reason why she passed by was because Jennifer apparently thought that the gates over by the football field was locked, but I think she just wanted to see me in action ;]

*Josh, rest and relax that elbow nig.

sorry for making it awkward at the end, what I wanted to show you was something that I haven't done in a long time. I wanted to show you that the spot that you thought I lost, I could be able to find and explore again. if a next time ever happens, we'll do it right, cause you'll have on your thick shorts! baby.

5 days in a row. I wonder if she's sick of seeing me yet. babe would probably say something like this, "damn, 5 days, you are quite lucky" yeeeeeaah, lucky that I have her, and only lucky for that reason.

Steffany; D40-Style

what a day

yesterday I woke up unusually early, 10-ish? I woke up and just chilled around the house. talked to Khoa online, and he told me to call Deangelo to go get some breakfast, but the douche was sleeping and didn't wake up until 3. Tofu called and asked if I wanted to go get some In-N-Out with Franshya, but I couldn't. mom came home with groceries, and the girls just bought some decorations for today. I helped them out, then out of the blue decided to go have some dinner at UC with some mains. Andy and Leon came over, then we took off to go check out Leon's possible future car. 240sx, twin cam, coupe, auto tranny. it's clean though. after we met up at Deangelo's pad. met up with Deangelo, Jennica, Jessica, Michael, and Cuong. I called babe just to see what she was doing, and then Jennica said she wanted her to go, so I asked. I don't know if she wanted to or not =X she was reading, and I know how hard it is for her to leave her book. =] she managed to come through, we picked her up and then took off to University Chicken. she "blamed" me because apparently I didn't give her enough time to get ready, but when she came out I thought she looked nice. hair tied up with bangs tied back, real cute, straight up. beautiful, no make-up, just lotion, chap-stick, and hand sanitizer. Leon and Andy decided to try Global Thermo Nuclear, haha both of them died. baby played a little pool, managed to sink the 14 ball after like 3 tries? not bad. after we walked to the cars and then headed towards a "lake" by EVHS, but uhh it was more like a pond. that plan failed so we ended up going to a really really nice park. obstacle course type thing and it was hella big. saw the view of San Jose and all that. I enjoyed it. after that we just went to Frozos, and saw Richard Viray, haven't seen him in ages. baby got her yogurt and we just shared. so August 16, 2008 I got to spend my day with some of my favorite people. baby, Leon, Andy, Deangelo, Jennica, Jessica, Michael and Cuong. I got home cleaned up and hopped into bed, gave boss a call, but she was reading. I felt bad, I hella took time out of her reading from her, she could've been done already. she told me she wouldn't talk to me passed 12, but she did, I was relieved. I'm used to hearing her voice to sleep. sorry =X Jennica, Andy, Michelle, and Megan texted me Happy Birthday at like 12:06 at the latest, hahaha thanks guys.
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family get together type thing today, I'll repost some stuff later.
early huh? haha not even 9 yet, the gorilla left me, so I figured I might as well wake up too.

appreciation

woke up at 10, did yard work until 11. Truffle called, went out to MHS, hit for a bit, saw C-Dawg, Nathan, Tyler, Mark, Francis and some other heads. met up with the girlfriend around 2. mom picked us up, went to run some errands, and then went home. babe sorted/rearranged/cleaned my closet. it's nice, thanks babe. watched step up 2 with her, Molly and Kym. she left after, now I don't think I'm gonna see her until school starts. babe is a busy girl.


just about anything.

I guess it was fair, I got to be alone with her yesterday, and today I had to be with her with my sister and cousin.

pizza my heart.

" the whole day "

today was Test 3 in summer school. I think I did pretty well, I only didn't know what, one question? left class early, and called up babe. now I understand why guys never wait for their girlfriends when they say they are going to "get ready" I was told to walk to school and so I did, saw Truffle, Fabian, Omar, Billy, and some other heads. hit with them for a little it was getting hot. hanged out with the girlfriend for the rest of the day. walked around, Augustine park for a bit, then went to grab a slurpeeeeeeeee. it was good, mixed it all up. after walked to subways, got a BLT on Italian Herbs & Cheese bread. halved it with babe, she didn't lemme finish until she finished hers -___-. at least she doesn't eat slow right? went to get a refill on slurpee, then walked towards Augustine again, well at first we didn't know where to go, so we just followed the road, peaked at Augustine, saw too many heads so walked to school. chilled in front of J08-J09 for a bit, then walked towards the tables in front of the theater. just messed around, laughed asses off, half naked kids walked passed us all the time, it was hilarious. I like how baby has hand sanitizer in her bag, it's cute, but hilarious. "I wanna hit you sooo bad" it's odd, how everytime she hits my leg, I turn around hit myself too -___-. spent the whole day with her today, I enjoyed it. I just hope her cramps get better.

*my girlfriend is retarded. she laughs like a horse. I<3her.

every minute counts

lately, my girlfriend has been calling randomly. it's nice, I enjoy it. summer school finishes up on the 21st, but on the 25th school-school starts.

every minute counts
#1
like no other.
I wouldn't have it any other way.
Iappreciateher.
motivation; she gets me going.
no matter what.
at the end of the day, all that matters is her, and us.

thanks babe.

shwizzzy

today I stayed in bed for awhile, haha until 11 or so. babe called a couple times, each call was like 10 seconds long "hey what are you doing? okay, I'll talk to you later" haha, at least she calls. I finally got out of bed, went downstairs walked around, my mom said they were going to the mall. so Truffle called me up saying that he was at the courts with Josh, Omar and Billy. I went out around 1. hit for a bit, I saw coach, Scott, and Bryan. rallied with Bryan for a bit, intense. just chilled, grabbed some grub then walked with Josh to Truffle's place, chilled, took a dump and then my brother picked me up. I haven't been getting sunburn, so I'm good. babe should be proud haha, "you get red easily!" shutttaaaap.

*finally got around to taking pics of those st33's I picked up with my brother at TJ Maxx a couple weeks ago.

steal.

on point

today I woke up unusually early to the sound of what you ask? little kids, a million of them. the youngins Katie, Megan, Kym, and Andrew came over, with the addition of my little sister Molly and Chester, made the loudest kaboom in the world. came into my room, and before I could open my eyes, I had a four year olds butt on the back of my head. great? I'd think not. I left the house around 1 to go hit at MHS. met up with Fabian, Josh, Truffle, Billy, Omar, and a couple other people. we hit, it was sunny, but good thing was I applied sunblock, more than once too! my girlfriend would be proud, hahaha. played until 6 or so. everything was on point for me, I didn't do as bad. but then with the cut in funds for the teams, I heard prices for transportation is gonna be ass, so the guys were talking about joining USTA, having a captain and just putting together the guys and playing against other leagues. I think it would be fun, $18 for a one year membership, not bad. met up with Maynard, Khoa, Andrew, and Steven, they chilled with us for the rest of the day. tomorrow I think we're gonna hit again, but this time try to get as many heads out as possible, play with the old folks at MHS in the morning. I'll see if I can get some pics. baby called me outta no where too, haha. cutes.

Better than Best

I woke up, usual morning drowsiness, first objective of the day was to give babe a call at 8. class was usual, nothing exciting, but then my day spiced up when C-Dawg picked me up from school. we chilled at his pad for awhile, played some Budokai 3, watched some television, the kickback stuff. we then went to pick up Michelle Nguyen at her house and then headed towards school because gorilla said that she was going to meet us there. C-Dawg, Michelle, and baboon got their packets then we headed to Applebee's to grub it down! it was nice, just the four of us. like always baby used a fat load of napkins -___- hahah, I confess, my girlfriend is a messy eater. after we went to Panda Express to pick up some food for Frank, then headed to Safeway for no apparent reason. walked around, then headed to Mervyns again, for no apparent reason. after we dropped off Michelle, then began heading towards gorilla's house. she didn't wanna go in yet because her mommy was leaving for work so we chilled by a neighbor's house. Chris had to pee, so I thought about it and just asked if they wanted to head over to my place, request approved! so us 3 went to my house. first time baby came over to the house. she met mom, dad, molly, chester, kym, cecelia, and hung. we just hung out for a bit, gave her a little tour of the house. Tofu bounced, so it was baboon, me and the little kids watching 'she's the man' pretty good movie, never watched the whole thing. but after I got ambushed, gangbanged, tossled, alla that by the kids, and the leader was none other than yes...the girlfriend. hung out with her most of the day, she left around 6-7 Marvin picked her up, but damn I walked to my mom's car's door just to look in and boom! she pushed me and my head went bang! =\ all she did was laugh...jerkface...I went inside, put 49580345983468 pounds of ice of my forehead and then watched a little of the TC08 with cecelia on youtube. today was nice. enjoy it, I did.

4 Months

can you really believe that it's been 4 months already?! after summer school I went home and just wrapped everything I got for babe. I got her this hallmark card, with a black and white picture of a little boy kissing a little girl on the cheek, inside I just wrote some stuff and then included this picture on the right side of the card;


I also gave her a 4x6 picture frame with 2 different pictures in it;
and this one

on the back of the picture frame I put

M
A
CHRIS
I
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haha I was missing an R, shut up. "so you think you're cute?" haha not really, guess what? I gave all this to her in a big brown box, cheapo or what? =| sorry baby.

----scared? you think I'm scared? no way, since I showed you up, you owe me a cookie, didn't see that coming did you babe? I showed you part of what I can do, show me a little something too boss ;]

after we went to the courts, baby and I and we chilled with Truffle and Josh. Billy and Omar were there too, we played doubles again, first set Truffle and I lost 6-0, then came back for the win with 6-4. tomorrow is tie break I guess. I also picked up my registration packet, my girlfriend didn't -____- and she had her paper with her...lazy bum. after we went to Nob Hill, bought a big bag of hot cheetos puffs, cream cheese, sweet tea, and a 1 gallon crystal geyser! beast, hella cheap $1.18. managed to finish all the cream cheese with a little bit of puffs left. walked beb home and then mom picked me up, pretty nice day I have to say.

Happy 4 Months Gorilla! 040608.

#1 / until 6 in the morning

I've been pretty lazy lately, haven't gotten around to blogging nor have I been on myspace. but yesterday, I managed to sit down and go on AIM after a decade or so. to my surprise my girlfriend was on, she usually isn't on. I just talked to her, for 10 minutes straight, my internet would disconnect and reconnect everytime she said something! haha jeez that girl. I rated girls with her yesterday, she showed me pictures, and we each gave feedback on each girl. but then there was this one where I would never forget and I know you won't either babe. 'wookie' hahahahah! damn, her hair was like poof pooof, it was hilarious. Leon and Andy came by to chill too, they were dueling it out with yu gi oh. then we played some hold 'em, haven't done that for awhile. both Andy and I owe Leon $4. they left a little later to go to Sushi King to meet up with Rose and Brian. I called my girlfriend early that night, I've been making an effort to do so lately, heehee. baby woke up early too though, like at freaking 8! she only got like 2 hours of sleep, she told me to go to sleep, and so I did, til like 11. I woke up, washed up and then finished up this paper for summer school, after I just played 360 with my little cousin. baby called for like a couple minutes then she hung up on me, -___- jerk. she was going to a party today. I just chilled with the cousins most of the day. Davain came by played Ghost Recon, Moto GP, and Dead Rising. I was supposed to go to Yellowstone with Fabian, Josh, and Dan but my mom got lazy, dang Ma. so I just balled up in the back yard with my cousins and brother.

this was what she told me;
baby (2:21:28 PM): so, what do you think now babe?
baby (2:22:17 PM): baby, you didn't force me to say those words.. it's from me, from my heart. remember? From mine to yours<3

'from mines to yours'

she's quite cute, I adore my girlfriend dawg.

3 times. until 6 in the morning. wow beb.