17

It's the 6th today, and I don't know if I should say Happy 17 Months or not. It only gets tougher and tougher, but I already knew that from the beginning. If it happens then it will happen. We'll see if things fall into place. Give up? Nah, I'm giving it everything, that way, if it doesn't work, I'll know it's because it wasn't meant, not because I didn't try.



Yeah, I remember[ed].

Doing Too Much

What you said Friday night stumped me. It seems that Friday nights are never our best. I seem to care too much, even when we aren't together. You made me realize that we aren't. Whether it stays like this, work up, or down hasn't been decided yet.

And in the midst of all this;

I still just want to be with you. I'll wait, I gave you my word. Don't ask me if it's worth it because I know it is. I want to go back, back to being the happiest I ever was.