LT vs LGTA / date

yesterday was a pretty cool day. served from 9-12 -___-. nothing but serves. grabbed some lunch at Whole Foods then headed over to Blossom Hill Park. it was Lifetime Tennis VS Los Gatos Tennis Academy. i played singles 1 with the score of 6-0 and then 7-6. hella bossy right? gave the dude a bagel but then he made a comeback and shiet. Sho played 2, he lost. Sudev played 3, he won. Jay played 4, he lost. doubles 1 Aneiss + Nathan won, and Ben + Tom won. so we overall won 4-3. as of now we're undefeated. 2 more to go. after i got home around 4, called baboon and she said to meet up at Applebees at 6. ate til 7:30 then left to Oakridge. didn't bowl until 9. but it was baboon and i, camille and reggie, bianca and carlos, and jedi with arniel. it was cool, i suck at bowling. i lost my touch. couldnt even break 100. didnt get home until 12ish? the guys are cool though, i guess the whole point was for us to bond, we did on our own time. i had fun though. i guess the were expecting me and baboon to do stuff, but we do that on our own, we know when and where to do that stuff. today i got outta bed at 1. haha whack shiet right? build this desk thing, it was originally supposed to be for my little sister but she didnt want it so imma take it =]
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movies

boring ass day, woke up to go running with gorilla, left the house around 7:30 and got home at exactly 9:57. sprinted my ass home teeheehee =D got home, showered, then went inside to bother Molly, that nigga was still asleep! watched Full House until 11 or so and then she told me to get out, went downstairs to grab some lunch. watched First Sunday, funny ass movie with Katt Williams, Ice Cube, and Tracy Morgan. idiots that attempted to rob a church, but instead resulted in a change of heart after rethinking the purpose of the robbery. damn, after that i got soo lazy that i watched Dragon Dynasty's Dragon Tiger Gate, the movies not bad, some crazy ass computer animation added to superhero up the characters. Molly watched Shark Boy and Lava Girl and i was so bored i ended up watching it with her. boring day though, tomrrow is tennis! also taking placement test for whack ass summer school. ill keep it posted.


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Learn from it, Yearn for it

i've asked myself, over and over again if this was something i really want. and never once, did i doubt it. the only problem is that i have a different way of showing it. i have realized that i say one thing, but show it a different way, and i apologize. if it comes down to it, all that extra stuff we do, we can stop, and i will not have any problem with it. i'm here because i want to be. "adapt to situations in order to make progress" the things that we stand for, hasn't changed, nor has it disappeared. it merely developed, turned into something even better, but with the same initial meaning. the little things, are the sole base of everything i do, building US on the little things we stand for. you can say it has changed, but why not for the better? everything is still there, expressed one way if not the other. i'm sorry for making you think otherwise. i don't wanna fight and fuss no more, dumb reasons, it doesn't help no one at all. to realize everything i do wrong, it took this: a fight, an argument; resulting in confusion, unsureness, second guessing, and frustration. Chris, learn from what you do, things happen for a reason, and in order to prevent it from happening again, you need to learn. ever since i was young, i would get in trouble for the same reason, over and over again, until one day, the result in my actions changed. this has happened before, and now i need to grow up, and learn from my mistakes first time round. i can't guarantee anything, but i will most definitely make sure, that this will not happen for the same reason. i don't want that option, "start acting like it," she said. that's what i'm gonna do, instead of saying all this, i'll show you. but in order for me to go on, i need to know how you're feeling, partner, girlfriend, baboon. no more of that sleeze talk.

make it work.