Collide

Used to be my hero when I was in a choke hold
Melted the pain away when my heart was so froze
Was my new day when things were getting too old
Me and her a perfect pair I would never fo fold
And now its like the bet has just raised
Contemplatin in my head if I should still play
Im caught up in a maze you say its just a phase
But the haze settles in and turns into days
Days into months why does it keep switchin
Tryna feed for us too I was your nutrition
Show you things you never seen like a magician
Melody heart beat you was my musician
Lifestyle addiction led to this condition
Debating back and forth like we politicians
Reading bout our past was it just all fiction
Tryna play chicken what a heartbreak collision

-Trixx

Things aren't the same without you.

Bottom Line

Well, thank you. For proving a lot of things to me. I hated that feeling, therefore I am not going to put myself in that position ever again, nor will I ever allow myself to feel that ever again. Dunzo. I wonder why I still dropped everything in hopes of spending time, stupid me, what was I hoping for, Hah. Well you do you're thing, I ain't even mad, I'll do mines. This is the first step. You seem to be happy where you are right now, go ahead, keep it like that. I'm just not gonna be around.

Lately,

It's been a minute, slowly getting closer and closer to the end of the year, and I understand that you have a lot of things on your mind, and a lot of other things to worry about. But I've just been feeling neglected. Complaining like a nigga and shit, but real talk. I tried holding my composure, but I guess this is the one and only outburst I'm going to be able to let off. It seems I'm the last priority on your list, and that's cool. All I'm saying is don't take me, or this relationship for granted. We've been going at it for awhile, and I just hope it stops, the fighting, cussing, yelling, fussing; straight up annoyance. I can't really remember the last time we've been great. I mean we've been good here and there, and we've been alright. Don't prove them right, don't allow what they're saying to be true. We're supposed to be equal, 50-50, not anything more or less. I don't want others making you realize it, but you, yourself. I'm trying to be understanding about everything, but there is only so much one person can take before they give in. It's like a boxing match, I'm in my 468th round, I've been hit by uppercuts, jabs, and a few haymakers, I've fallen, but with no hesitation, I stand back up on my two feet, slowly at times, but I reach that point, where I stand with my head up, ready to continue on. You fight for what you believe in, you fight for what you love, you fight for what makes you happy. I've been. I'm not questioning whether you are or not...I am just hoping the reason causing all of this grief is the fact that we are both busy, but if this is how it is going to be when we both are free, then we are going to have some problems.
You show me affection one way during 2nd period, but when that bell rings and we step outside the door, it's not the same. My hands are empty, my arms are cold, your affection is shown to everyone but me. Now why is that? I don't know.
We used to be that couple, hella cute and shiet yknow?
I see more and more couples everyday, and you can tell they're a couple by the way they are to eachother, shooot. Sometimes I say to myself, man I wish that was us. But it's just wishful thinking.